I got pulled into a call with them playing this game with two of them crying laughing during the beginning saying "IS THIS WHAT'S LIKE BEING YOUR HEIGHT" "I HAVE TO LOOK UP TO LOOK AT THEM" "WHY IS EVERYONE TALLER THAN YOU" and then them googling it saying "SHE'S 5'10" SO EVEN SHES TALLER THAN YOU"💀
I got told I'm being kidnapped to go to a concert for my bday and when I tell you it was like getting a breath of fresh air for the first time in like a month, I just panicked like "I gotta get the fuck out of here NOW"
tl;dr I'ma be offline after the end of this month <3
going from cheering to dread to sobbing over a few chapters in a book I'm way too emotionally invested in is not what I wanted to go through while drinking my morning coffee. 😭😭
Since I finally moved and my comms are back open, I am having a sale on #VGen!!
15% off any comm 😎 if you need emotes, a simple reference or a silly model, check my VGen!
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#VGenCommOpen #OpenComms #DigitalArt
My own mom said the other day that she thinks all ndns are predisposed to alcoholism through genetics and that's kind of just the aching generational pain I get to be blessed with.
Not all of us are able to live with pride and I think it's important to remember that.
HAP BORTH GWEN
I keep seeing posts that are like "I'm not everything I wanna be yet but I'm a lot of things I wanted to be 2 years ago" and I thought I couldn't say that until I realized 2 years ago all I wanted to be was safe.
I'm safe now so I guess that means I'm working on it.
I think I'm good now.
A lot of my self worth is back and it sucks that I had to have another lesson about caring for the wrong people but I think I'm better off now.
I'm in a much better position to love myself and I think I can return to doing the things I love soon. One day at a time.
I LUB
I can't tell if I'm taking on so much stress that I'm losing my grip or if my reverse seasonal depression is kicking in but I can't believe I'm about to quit this job a few weeks in just because I'm not strong enough to fake it anymore.
Maid Day :D
#メイドの日 #maidday #art #digitalart #oc
Honestly, I'd rather be at work right now than deal with everything else
Shit you're so right
OH LOL I already talked about this and now it's weird that I've brought it up twice. Anyway, stay safe
If you haven't done your online data scrubbing, don't forget to. Sometimes the shit you find on yourself are terrifying, especially when you've had to deal with people that weren't right in the head like me.
But anyway bro sent me a 4 page love letter after we joked that we'd have to go old school if he moved to a place without internet and I said wait can we do that anyway, and he said "done. I'll start writing" I'm SOBBING man
This is gonna end up being my safe yap account that I know no one reads because I gotta put this shit out there lmao
They're merging...
@dicedevill.bsky.social @breardica.bsky.social
I don't know how much more I have left in me before I crack bro. I cannot win, no matter what I do.
Going from a writer to a reader is not what younger me would have wanted for myself if I knew I would live this long.
Carl just really gets me 💕
I finally made a Vgen! I currently only offer one service but I'll be adding more over the next month so if you took a look id be very appreciative!!!
vgen.co/BreArdica
THIS HAPPENED TOO LMAO
I don't got anything new to update you on so take this thing I found on my harddrive from my friend
Ok so the time has come. Here is the big surprise. Thanks to the amazing @saimyok.bsky.social I have a live 2d model. The plan is to start using it in March, but if you want to see it early you better knock out these goals.
#vtuber
I hope I make it to 2069 and as the clock strikes midnight I whisper nice right before drifting to the long sleep at 12:01 am.
was trying something with the hair
Nikki staring wistfully at the time limit for the current running banner
Mental health is counting down the days until Infinity Nikki releases the next limited banner
Sappy post// Rebuilding a network of support is hard but I wouldn't trade anyone in my life for the world.
I got so much love in my heart for my friends and I wish all of you understood how much I appreciate every single one of you. ♥️
idk whether to enjoy life is strange double exposure on my own or stream my inevitable tears