I have two jobs now. Working on fixing some things and setting the stage for the next chapter of my life.

Such a weird stage of life. I can feel at rock bottom at one point and then suddenly I feel like the luckiest person in the world, living with bliss. Right now things feel good. I’m not letting myself think too deeply about stuff.

I was 20, then 21, then it’s like I blinked and now I’m going to be 28, and I can’t tell you what all those years were for. I didn’t really accomplish anything. If anything I’m more lost than I have ever been in life. I am ashamed of this life.

The question keeps coming to mind: what is any of this for? What do I actually care about? What do I want?
I have no idea any more.
I don’t want to do art any more, I don’t want to do anything. I don’t want to live just to pay bills and clock in somewhere.

I got a part time retail job but it’s definitely not enough to meet my needs. Pain from old injuries lingers every single day, making me doubt and regret so much.

I have been working out 2-3 hours every day, not really eating nearly as much. I’ve started pulling away from people. My only hope so far this year has been that I can make my body look better in hopes of attracting intimacy, however fleeting it might be. Never been this screwed financially.

I have never been this low in my life.

We are so back.

However, it will not be the same.

I don’t know if I wanna dance or blow my head smoove off

me kinda

A blue and white sketch of a muscular man bent over, fucking himself with a dildo suctioned to the door of a shower.

“I should call him.”

"I think it's best if you stay away from that emo kid... I heard he's trouble."
"Don't worry, man. we'll just study!" (...)
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Live your best for them. It's what they would want.

Happy year of the honse!

I love going on my gooner walks where I wander around the middle of nowhere listening to erotic audios lmaoo

This just in: 2026 is the year of Horny apparently.

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