PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF

JEN PLEASE DON'T I GOTTA GO PLEASE PLEASE DON'T PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF PLEASE

PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

YOU DON'T

DON'T DO IT

YOU ARE NOT A HORRIBLE PERSON

PLEASE NO

semi serious at best, and we are the same person.

baby don't hurt me
don't hurt me
no more

it wasn't just a "it's not your fault"
it was an "i'm sorry for yesterday" "it wasn't your fault" "yes it was" "no it wasn't"
she called me irrational for saying it was my fault so much, and afterwards said something i don't think she'd want me to say.
also it was a whole day after.

all i want to know is why i was reassured that i wasn't at fault.

i'm sorry...
i just wanted to know...

i really should.

man, why do i try so hard to apologize that i don't get forgiven

that was just now.
i was blocked before that.

i just want to understand why.
i want something i can actually know.

thank you.
thank you aves.

it.
won't.
be.
okay.
i can't make anything worse.
it can't get worse.
i caused someone's death.
i have blood on my hands.
i'm blocked by most of my friends.
it.
will.
never.
be.
okay.

no it isn't.
it never will be.

i'm sorry

i'm sorry
i'm just confused
why would she say all this just to block me???

seriously, make up your mind.

this account isn't used much
so like
this account is following another alt if y'all still aren't following that one

another is complete ignorance to my own advice to others

like i never have a plan, can't come up with a plan on the spot, am one of the MOST stubborn people on the planet, am pretty much incapable of learning from mistakes, am incredibly lazy, am incredibly forgetful, and like a hundred other things

y'all're gonna get upset if i call myself stupid but you can NOT deny that i do some of the stupidest things ever

sorry...

i don't have poor self esteem though

1 not really
2 sorry
3 don't really need it

nah