i need to find somewhere that sells decent higher waisted alt-style pants
can't stand trying to find stuff online. and their sizes are always wrong

Gah they need to invent a brain that doesn't suddenly wake up in a panic constantly

got part way through watching a long-form video essay on something i wasn't really engaged in, before seeing a recommended video that was just a 13yr old upload of the entirety of monsters inc and deciding that was probably worth more of my time 😅

anyway, g'night all
take care!

like look at this thing and tell me that's supposed to be leather 😄

now just gotta figure out where to shove all this new gear that's both not overwhelming and not too obvious/hidden

Here's hoping 🤞

Oh how I do love waking myself up by dreaming my alarm went off instead of my alarm actually going off

I'm sure that knowledge will serve very well once I'm done with all of this 🤭

A friend pointed out how one of the leather helms is actually just a fully decorated metal helm given a leather texture instead of metal...

So now I have yet another random helmet that's not part of any specific gear set
I expect to see some solid fashion souls when this is out

The hilarity of truly realising that demons souls armour sets weren't made to mix sets so there are gaps and clipping in literally every piece
I *could* spend the time to fix every bit or just say fuck it good enough with blanket resizing

But I know what my brain will try do 😭

it's cool losing my modding progress
it's cool, no worries
definitely wasn't working on that
i'll get it done better and faster next time thanks

yes, very much so

the real answer: afternoon nap

Now I *could* try learning and rebaking all the lightmaps like I keep meaning to
*ooooorrrrrrr* I could continue procrastinating by spellchecking and rewriting the last few spell descriptions this time...
Truly a conundrum 🤔

Realising I may have to actually set myself in to an exercise routine now that I don't have the repeated physical labour routine of my old work

Time to repurpose my old alarms I guess

3 in a row
dang that's some wild luck for me

At least I like the taste of my own blood

Sucks I gotta deal with a damn cold sore again though

was a good sammich
the blood really added to it ↕️😌

my dumbass brain the entire time i'm cleaning up after finishing my sandwich

but yeah. seems i must have hit my piercing a bit and made it bleed which isn't too unusual

"hmm that sauce is particularly red" i think to myself
it was, in-fact, not sauce from the sandwich i was eating

oops

Oh my god there's a bird outside that's learnt to perfectly imitate the sound the smoke alarm makes when it goes off...

it's ok
just one of them alone is a pretty big meal after all

Was sleepy
Went to bathroom
Got jumped by a huntsman
No longer sleepy ._.

kinda don't feel like going to work tomorrow
last day there and just not feelin worth it

oh well. more money i suppose

a cartoon drawing of a skeleton with a sad face and black eyes . ALT: a cartoon drawing of a skeleton with a sad face and black eyes .

Looking great!
Also
piercings piercings piercings piercings

Upside to lip piercings: really awesome and cool (plus I now freak my mother out just by talking)
Downside: I accidentally ripped a chunk out of my lip as I tend to do while stressed thinking and now it hurts when I spray the cleaner on 😔

new piercings :O

also travel safe!

Important goals 😌↕️

Yeah :/

The dog's about 14yrs old now and his jaw is apparently rotting from the inside out
I'd rather look in to avenues to try alleviate or salvage his jaw so he can continue out its life to a proper end, but it's not my dog to decide

I just make sure they're comfortable and know that it's loved

nah, other side of the world

Make sure to take all the time you need for yourself. It's tough enough losing those dear to you, so don't fret too much about apologising

Hope you're managing ok 🫂