i envy so much those who can just do and keep going regardless of obstacles

If anyone restarted their life in a later time in their life what did you consider? Like did you consider what would make your life more fulfilling or what would make you more comfortable? Anyone have to restart their life multiple times and finally found a better outcome? I cld use hope 2

ventingggg warning

So i am not as suicidal as i was when i was working as a hair dresser BUT i feel like I failed myself. I currently am confused again with what I want in life. I don’t mind going back to school but I don’t know if what I had planned is exactly what I want to do.

not surprised the maga/republican base does not in fact care about pdfiles their goal post remains moving closer to hell

i didnt realize men drank monster energy

I wish I had $100. wait no...I wish I had $200. wait no...I wish I had $300. wait no...I wish I had $400. wait no...I wish I had $500. wait no...I wish I had $600. wait no...I wish I had $700. wait no...I wish I had $800. ya I think $800 would be good. actually no wait a sec...I wish I had $801. wai

I did a lot of adult things this week and i’m exhausted and poor. Next week I have to do more. I wish I was a cat licking my butthole. #stillmanifesting

wow the job market in washington is worse than i thought

notice how tiny Mario is when he doesn't eat mushrooms. you don't want that to happen to you

nintendo just became the villain company and like why?

Watched Phantom of the Opera for the first time and it is probably my favorite love triangle. Girl wanted that d soooo bad.

i’m in heaven now so sorry i died

lol

GO PLAY! I worked on the OST! And I'm still working on it! 🫡

i keep getting gay porn on my skylight lol 😂

bluesky is easy to use skylight literally sucks

day in the life as a new member of washington state

i like wanna throw up

i’m so pissed off rn

People are saying "cancel your Disney+!" like ummm i'm not a loser i have never fucking had it

It’s true, people do hate artists and feel entitled to their work - AI has just brought this to the surface. For every cool fan there is a dude who gleefully uploads our mixtapes to YT and tells us to die poor for not handing him his fave on vinyl on bended knee. Plz be the cool fan to your faves 😌

Unemployed again be prepared to be sick of me for a little while 😗

what is skylight and how do i get it?

I want to literally achieve nothing and disappear 🫠 I feel like i have no fucking options except darkness and i mean that like what can i change. If I leave I’m a failure if I stay i will absolutely burn out and explode. I am literally so over this bullshit.

I have people who love what i do for them but they don’t pay my bills it is such a small amount. And i dont want to meet new people i am so done. Don’t make your hobbies your fucking job. Fuck like idk i wish I was in a cubicle or something. Or i wish communism was absolutely a thing

I am so tired and so defeated i have been working my ass off and trying to make people happy and not hate me and thats how it goes. People can literally say others opinions don’t matter but it entirely does for me cause my career relies on it. And idk what career is different

i’m gonna go ahead and use this as a diary where i can get feed back. I hate my job. Its mentally taxing and I want to switch careers. I’m gonna be 27 &i dont have the money to go to school. or therapy. I literally have been trying &trying to make my job work &it was the worst decision moving to LA

i know ignorance is bliss and all and everyone has a right to feel happy BUT it is selfish to just not care at all I’m just saying. Do whatever makes you feel happy and peace but don’t leave others behind. I don’t think that is crazy to say.

i'm rewatching Avatar: the Last Airbender, because i really need to spend some time thinking about fighting an impossibly powerful enemy, through community

(without losing self, joy, weirdness, whimsy, or honesty)

😌