in the grand scheme of things not like there's any right to complain since so many people have it so much worse but it doesn't make it any easier

usually i try not to think too much about the family home in the occupied territory but sometimes there's no avoiding it like today when some news come in and it hurts

and any possible future outcome is just a continuing ruination of the country i love and of the lives we have here

i think the last truly happy and carefree times were 2012/13, which of course also coincides with the last peaceful times before it first got fucked for some families to a various degree, including mine, and then years later fucked it up majorly for everyone - where we are now
and it fucking sucks.

idk what to even write about here of anywhere because it's all war war war and i don't have anything new or eloquent to say (admire those who can and do).
and in conversations with foreign folks, even just hobbyist chats, you feel like a resident depressed Ukrainian everyone is probably tired of

аж дивно що їм вдалося бо оригінал начебто не дуже простий для переносу в лайв екшн. але навіть фанати так хвалять, треба дивитись, походу)