Yesterday, my older brother took me to the mall & surprised me w/ a cool skater furcoat i wanted. I almost cried bc I didn’t even tell him the issues I’ve been dealing with. He just somehow knew I was truly hurting inside(We are close but we fight a lot.So it truly was a delightful surprise from him

Didn’t think 9 days later my own post would be a slap in the face for me lol.

Who truly care/love me bc I truly have failed them. They are really sad to see the person I’ve become, and it’s true. I need to get better not just for me. But for the loved ones who want to stay around me❤️‍🩹 #mentalhealth #heartache #sobriety #addiction #depression #loveyourself

Love y’all bluesky💙💙🩵🩵stay safe everyone!!! 🦋

Waiting on her to hopefully change her mind. We have both made up our mind to move foward bc I just can’t lose my best friend at the same time I lost my love. Anyways sorry for the rant. Also I’m not 2 weeks sober anymore, I let my emotions get the best of me after the break up

But for now she is still here as my closet friend bc I just have so much love/care for her. I can’t just throw her out my life when she’s been the only one here for me. I’ll be there for as much as possible till the universe tells us we need to end our friendship for good. But of course im not here-

This a bitter sweet moment that I have to face reality with. It’s really tough & will be tough as the days go. But we all live and learn. I’ll always cherish our relationship, my 1st ever true love. All my past ex’s were toxic that I don’t count them as true love. It’s sad to see us grow apart now

it’s just so much tougher on me & my body to get sober. Like In the past 5 years, I’ve tried so many many times but would only last 2 weeks, then I was back to smoking my weed.
I’m 2 weeks right now, So I just hope I don’t fail again bc I feel like I’m on my last strand of hope to become sober.😔

My thoughts-
I’ve been sober from alcohol for 3 years now. Started at 16, Stopped at 19. Not really sure if I was an alcoholic back then but I just used to drink heavy in HS. I would sneak liquor into school almost everyday to feel the escape from reality. Alcohol was tough to get off but w/weed-

Can I be added please❤️‍🩹🫶🏻

Goodmorning bluesky🦋💙
-Feeling a little irritated today, fighting the urges to smoke.
I really didn’t think being dependent on weed(abusing it)for almost 5 years now would be this damn hard to quit. Weed has been my gateway drug to escape reality, and it truly sucks..
#sobriety #sober #soberbluesky

Goodnight blue sky. Stay safe everyone. We all got this, one day at a time.🫶🏻

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"Sometimes taking a leap forwards means leaving a few things behind"

Brain hurts/body hurts
Feeling so displaced/disconnected from myself/reality but despite all of that
Knowing that I’m on the road to sobriety after almost 5 years of chainsmoking weed(being a functional pothead 24/7) beats all of the pain I’m feeling right now. Even if I fail again, I won’t give up💙

🦋Hello blue sky!!
My name is Joseph~ Im just an Abstract Artist with a dream to someday sell my art/make my own clothing brand.🫶🏻
I’m very chill, very mindful, & very demure lol.
Anyways I will soon be posting my Art on here!! I’ll also show my love for EDM/Music•Cars•Art•Animals•Nature here too!🩵

#EDM #Techno #Rave

Mood

[3:12 am]

(my cat): oh sorry about stepping on your face i was just headed to the nightstand to knock over that water glass

good morning besties !! this is what i woke up to (she wants breakfast) hope everyone has a easygoing thursday ₍ᐢɞ̴̶̷ ·̮ ɞ̴̶̷ᐢ₎ ✨

the gremlin awaits her breakfast

one of the worst feelings as an artist is when you have lots of ideas for what you want to draw but no time, then when you have the time you have no motivation, then when you have the motivation you have no ideas