Kinda wanna make a WoL AU for Rosaire but the fuck would even cause that. Girl would be so disappointed with heavensward like damn can't we just let it all burn to the ground for Moi? I think I earned it
W iiiii p s
already sweeeppyy
"The Warrior of...Light? What a ridiculous title.."
The Warrior of Lights brother.
A man of high status and claim, who swears he's never met our hero a day in his life. And yet, each time she's brought up, a scowl of distain is etched upon his face.
#ffxiv ✦ #miqote ✦ #gposers
oh hoo hoo I'm stressed
just started crying over nothing and now I'm overstimulated and want to scream but I have to cook dinner yeehaw
getting a lot of practice in rn because I keep changing my mind
there was no point to this
I just started thinking too hard about my relationships and how hard it is to navigate them nyehehe
I generally believe relationships are transactional but I say that and folks start pitching fits because the ideal for love is to be unconditional but life is not ideal and I'm not being pessimistic or cold. I just like to weigh the realities of things so I can properly care for myself and others
I also don't really expect people to like me the same amount as I like them. Life is weird and uneven like that and I'd rather just keep my friend over burdening them with emotional labor they didn't ask for and I am A Lot.
I just kinda wish other people were more??? understanding of all that.
most my distant friends have actually earned more trust and support me more than people who are more actively my friend because they've stood by me through my very many crash outs without making me feel like a complete waste of space but that doesn't mean I like the active less u know?
which is a long way of saying it's SUPER FUN when people declare themselves your friend and expect you to perform labor or trust them more than they've actually warranted from you or when people get offended you don't really like hanging out with their friends much because they're only nice to u etc
also passing acquaintances whom you pleasantly engage with but you'll never really KNOW them? and that's fine.
these are all very important bonds that we have but I think it's important to understand the differing level between for your and their sakes
there's also friends of friends who'se trust in is entirely predicated on the friend that introduced you and will likely mean nothing to you if you lose that original friend but doesn't mean you enjoyed their company less
& superficial I don't mean in a negative light. Sometimes you have friends you're not close to, will never be close to and your bonds to are light and you'll likely lose at some point when you're too busy but are still very much more friends than not and will enjoy the moment while it lasts
I am very not liberal with my friendships and there are layers to friendships beyond just friend and best friend. There's acquaintances, fond acquaintances, cohorts, distant friends, superficial friends, friends, close friends, best friends(?), and your ride or dies and more nuance than thus
I love that Moldir's first instinct when you open the door to her room unannounced is to pull a gun on you because I ALSO get jump scared by her doing that lmfao
Rosaire doesn't need glasses. she uses magicked pairs so she can glamour over her dragon eyes without using her veil.
Also just kind of like to think w/o her enchanted accessories she just hits you with that Dragon Malice that rolls off her in waves u kno??
that's my fail loser
I liked what I was doing last night but I might switch gear because I remembered La Vérité sortant du puits armée de son martinet pour châtier l'humanité which is a little more pertinent than Young Woman in an Interior
Things that exist only in art because i have 0 interest in erp and trust issues mean shipping is kind of a no go lmao
Sexuality and nudity are actually key points of Rosaire's themes as symbolism for the malice and rebellion derived from her repression and forced propriety due to intimacy being a threat to her life because of her scales
But it means I have to draw anatomy better smdh
Talking about drawing her bobs sounds sooo suspect but no they are trying my patience
Normal effort for a carrd
I was going to stipulate gacha games but aaah days of writing where they have to treat you like a baby who can't understand higher concepts are kinda high these days
I have so much reading I wanna do
more Reverse 1999 propaganda that puts really well what I think is so fun about this game's story that other games just do not do
www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLnP...
no ones lookimng heres my really scuffed babycorn voiceclaim video i made like last year :)
direct reference no one but me (and you) will get
still haven't detailed xiv Harry. I was thinking of just replicating a mini war of magi w/ him and Yorick but /q\
