I found my first gray hair today. Everyone say yipee

Partially dislocated my shoulder this week and its been so bad i even dreamed about being in pain. Shit sucks.

I think i manage well 99% of the time but oh my god it sucks having uncontrolled chronic pain. Theres no good treatment for the underlying cause of my pain, non opiate pain medications straight up do not work, and i refuse to take opiates (personal choice based off addiction family history/ risk)

Boyfriend made dinner so now im having salmon risotto and non alchoholic wine while playing DnD in the dog bed. Bless my puppy life

My boyfriend keeps telling me im the second smartest dog. Every time i ask him who the smartest dog is....he says Scrappy Doo! :(

Sleeping in a human dog bed is surprisingly the secret to not dislocating one of my joints in the middle of the night. Dog affirming AND practical

Its an interesting to be in a place where i definitely do not pass as a man, but im also almost never assumed to be a cis woman in queer spaces.

A frozen lake can and will save you.

Made an extremely frivilous purchase in vermont. Spent $15 on a bottle of apple juice. Hate to admit it is the best damn juice i have ever tasted

Didnt look so i didnt spoil anything for myself. Closed my eyes and just said "hell yeah"

The abdonment trauma goes hard at 3AM after a series of nightmares. I play it cool 99% of the time because my PTSD isn't anyone elses problem, but I am so tired of feeling so disconnected from people and community and just scared all the time. Shit sucks.

Me: i am so good at casual connections
Also me: develops a crush in 0.5 seconds flat

Ohhh jealous

Mourning a tea house that closed years ago (that i fully did not appreciate at the time it was open) because i cant get a good pot of tea anywere now.

One day im gonna write a whole thing about the relationship between chronic pain and being a masochist but thats for another day

I love when people get so into it they just bite wherever they can reach. Like the pure desperation to consume and as close as physically possible. Like we're gonna laugh later that you bit my cheek but in the moment? When that was just the closest piece of flesh to sink your teeth into? Hot

I do not have Game of Thrones or the expanded stories of that universe autism but i have been captivated by the faggy deer man in the newest show.

Its a real shame im back in my slut era because i really want a triangle or VCH piercing and dont want to have to take a 6 week break from activities.

Literally drooling. You are so beautiful 🥰😍

Enough with this casual shit, i need to be chased through the woods and hunted down like an animal

Okay, so the primary difference with Luge and Skeleton are the riding positions, right? And we have doubles luge but not doubles skeleton. Hear me out. Combination luge/skeleton doubles. 69

You know my brain is broken because i saw a combination knife and lighter and my first thought was "oh. Erotic"

Sometimes women are so beautiful you start thanking gods you dont believe in

I do love that more places are prioritizing well made mocktails/NA beverages. I love a mocktail. Make fun of me all you want but i will happily spend $9 on fancy juice.

🏃‍♀️ on my way for some soup

(This isnt really a dig on pleasure doms but also it is for reasons i cant explain)

Connecticut loves insurance, war crimes, and the worst poly people you'll ever meet in your life

You know i need to get out of Connecticut when every other profile on Feeld is a pleasure dom with "finance" listed an interest in their profile

Realizing i have vastly overestimated someones interest in me and now must crawl in a hole to wait out my embarrassment