Can I offer you Drifter, an ancient Cajun vampire, in these trying times?

#Deadlock

Silver...

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Be nice to the Exarch, she's shy after nearly destroying herself for your sake, hero.

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Can't do just ladies. Y'shtola Tia is necessary, of course.

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Let's take estrogen together.

ask the romans

SOMEONE NOTICED, THANK GOD. i was very specifically asked to bring back his Heavensward era lips. i looked and was like. i should. i gotta. she looked pretty good with the thinner lips anyway, but she looks really good with the old lips.

i think women are cool

honestly it's about retaining the identity of the char and make it still identifiably them, femme or masc. it has to make sense, in the context of that char, to present in a specific way, e.g. a femme estinien would still be p masc all-in-all.

making her aggressively femme didn't make any sense to me. the end result, however, did!

Had to whip up a headshot for her, too.

Many of you would fold for Femstinien. And honestly I can't blame you.

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that's on purpose

You are not immune to femme Tyrant.

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Sure, how about a femme G'raha, why not? And why stop there?

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You can be in the coolest body possible, Raiden, you're still a dork. But go off, cut what you will.

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MIGHT MAKES RIGHT. YOU CARVE YOUR OWN PATH.

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Minuano. The cool brazilian wind.

A.K.A., Jetstream Sam.

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Wash away the anchor with Monsoon.

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Ladies and gentlemen, France.

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Still alive; been absent because I was dealing with things! And I'm back with a little something.

Not my usual. But I wanted to do something I've been wanting to do for a while: Sundowner, my namesake. More to come.

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so yeah, all-in-all i can't help but take nothing she's saying at face value when her every action has been less accountability and more distancing herself as much as she can in hopes it doesn't catch up to her and can save some kind of face by acting remorseful when what she does is contrary.

people who say "she's trying, she doesn't need punishment" et cetera from people who did not experience what we did nor do any of us know them. meaning on that front, too, there's unwarranted spokesmanship from some people that is unasked for and non-representative.

people laud her for taking the steps to seek help and therapy. however, considering the telling nature of her actions and what she is and is not doing gives the strong impression that it's a lot of lip service and disingenuous at the very best. as well there's garnered sympathy and calls from -

to my knowledge, no, none of us at all. i know she's talked about talking to CERTAIN people but that never manifested in of itself either. pair that with her putting out a statement first before anyone is an attempt at controlling a narrative. which to an extent has worked considering i have seen -

it was very uncomfortable in the way she would constantly harp on G'raha and hate on his fan base to a very toxic degree. she'd regularly lord over and berate them. i rmb when spec over his VA was ongoing she was just so, so mean-spirited about it e.g. I TOLD YOU SO I KNOW HOW THINGS ARE LMAO etc

unfortunately they tend to worm their way through with enough charisma and the right kind of ass-kissing. before you know it, they have a host of sycophants and blind bending over backwards for reasons they don't know or even believe in. seen it time and time again.

there is a lot more that went unsaid wrt what she did and said and other details because there was just so much that it was insane. this does not come close to fixing things or getting me what i am owed but it's a start & i have to try

oh i do, but most are not appropriate to say

i should tell you about how bad things were even post Azem Con and how little she cared. friend of mine was having severe personal issues; Tiffany was notified and all that and... nothing came of it and was ignored. had to go thru a 3rd party to even be heard there. ridiculous does not start.