How to not want to be asleep all the time

Yap

Popeyes really learned how to bamboozle my money, yeah I'll pay 3 dollars for a 7 ounce tub of BBQ sauce for my chicken tenders

It's a shame I have so much chronic illness bullshit to deal with because y'all are not ready for the High Femme Office Mommy I wish I could be in my head

I woke up at 2 in the afternoon not feeling like I need a nap immediately

Am I gonna be okay

Everything hurts and it never stops

you ever feel like your spines been ripped out of your body alongside everything you've ever enjoyed

the last week has been way too much begging to be loved so that my brain being jello doesnt hurt so much. just reminding people that I exist and that I'm in pain

well, is he?

feeling demanding and obsessive for having boundaries and standards

Something big is going to happen my autistic senses are tingling

I can't wait to play as my favorite Disney character LeBron James

My tattoos usually go in the opposite direction. Got chunk of spare cash? Need an idea for a tattoo to waste it on

Good jarb 👍

You ever think to yourself "wow it would be nice if I wasn't randomly tortured by my mind and body that would be cool"

Can the horrors give persisting a break for a sec, I know I'd appreciate persisting being a little easier once in a while

I kinda liked project hail mary, but man am I disillusioned by plot armor. Seemingly no lasting consequences at any point.

I love how I'm 29 years old and my mother is still able to plant psychic moles into my mind that tunnel about and eat my brain matter

I need boobs that make it difficult for lesbians to hold a conversation with me

We mostly rely on emotional intuition to examine who is doing what at a given time or to gather a consensus when it comes to big decisions. Most of the system is female, for example but Ben and Chris are most definitely boys

I mean, it's complicated (obvs). The system isn't fractured, there's still a core Alice personality that runs the show. We've never experienced voices in our head. After we transitioned and started meeting other systems it felt very comfortable to use "we" and "us" to describe the self

There's a short "business card" version and a 12 page version with pictures. We're working on integrating number 12 still and building her card, but it's tricky cause she's a 3-4 year old trauma carrier

I'm a system btw I don't fucking care anymore about keeping that a secret

Thinking about getting back on spiro solely cause I'm vain and my skin was clearer when I was taking it

Ma'am that is a cat

That we continue to persist at all is a testament to our faith in one another.

I love uncovering a deep sucking chest wound in therapy that I believe nobody likes me and there's nothing anybody can do about it

I'm gonna have a fucking aneurism if I have to move cause of this bullshit I might fucking hate this place but I was born here, been here almost 30 years god damnit and I'm not letting a bunch of traitors who have no idea how to run a government ruin that for me

We're seriously having a fucking separation referendum despite over 400,000 signatures telling them to fuck off, both constitutional and treaty rights saying it's incredibly illegal, and the UCP needing to half the signature requirement for a referendum to even make ballot to get here