An excerpt from my acceptance speech:
I was thirteen years old when I moved from Malaysia to Australia. I remember exactly how I felt back then: very small, very anxious, and very overwhelmed with the distinct feeling that I did not belong and never would.
I wish there was a way I could reach back in time and tell that little girl that one day, her debut novel-filled to the brim with Malaysian references and starring a neurodivergent woman struggling to find her place in the world-would resonate with a panel of Australian judges and receive an award like this.
Thank you for proving that little girl wrong.
Final thoughts:
It's been two weeks since the ceremony. It still feels surreal to hold the (surprisingly sharp and heavy) trophy in my hands.
It took me ten years and dozens of drafts to write The Serpent Called Mercy.
I came close to giving up many times.
It's now an award-winning, internationally published novel sitting in bookshops in countries I've never even been to.
Truly honoured to have won the Aurealis Award for Best Young Adult Novel! I’m still over the moon to this day.
Sharing some snippets of my acceptance speech and reflections that I originally wrote up on Instagram here: