🐺 Who needs haters when you can simply fuck everything up and hate yourself? No-one's gonna hate you like you can hate yourself.

🐺 Didn't think there was anything I could do to fuck shit up atm. Still managed to stumble ass backwards into the only way of doing so, of fucking course.

This is the first page of a multi-panel 12 page comic strip by saucypaws, featuring two anthropomorphic female characters: Pepper, a shorter, curvy calico cat with short hair, and Whitney, a taller, athletic horse girl with longer hair. Both characters are getting ready to go out somewhere and are wearing just their underwear. The comic aims to depict a tender moment relating to body image and insecurity. Pepper is standing in front of a full-length mirror, looking at herself while holding up a green velvet strapless dress as if she is unsure whether or not she wants to put it on or not. We see a close up of her face and she is clearly very unhappy. Suddenly, a very alarmed Whitney comes rushing in: "Shoot!" she exclaims. "What time is it?" - the two of them must be late for something...

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Photograph of a house plant blooming pink flowers

Took some pictures of one of our house plants and tried fiddling around with RawTherapee & DarkTable, trying to learn some RAW editing. This is what I got at the end!

#photography

❓ Posted this on Em's account since she forgot to :D
She's getting better, even if she doesn't wanna admit it!

Don't entirely feel myself though...

🐺 Well. Still here. Guess I'm just gonna have to tough it out. At least I feel somewhat better for sleep, for the first time in a while.

🐺 Going for an early night and with any luck I won't be here tomorrow. Some other headmate can have this body and whatever life it has. I'm not worthy of it. Just let this depressed wolf fade into the background and give her the peace she so desperately needs.

🐺 At this point, I'd even be happy with a split if it means I can go away and stop being the problem. I'm a bad host, I don't check in with the system, I'm always wrapped up in my own emotions and struggling to manage them. Just... let me go, please. I don't want to be here anymore.

🐺 Naga was always the better person in here anyway. She isn't a depressive wreck, she can make a mistake and not spiral into hating and hitting herself.
She can actually socialise. She isn't just a hopeless empty wreck with no hobbies or interests or desire to do anything

🐺 I already have no confidence or esteem in myself. So...what's the point. Let me be dormant and someone else who isn't a useless retarded failure can have a life.

🐺 And yes, I know this is the epitome of just sticking my head in the sand, but I'm the problem and I've tried to fix myself and I haven't been able to. If those important to me think I'm never going to be anything better, then what's the point of being here and trying?

Can't even remember to tag...
#plural

🐺 I don't have the guts to die. And that'd just kill everyone else in here too, so...

Help me go dormant? Please? I can't do this anymore. I can't keep facing the shame and guilt of constantly letting everyone around me down, including those in the system. I don't want to be here anymore.

🐺 I've tried to be better. I've tried to deal with this. Instead I just spiral down into self loathing and hurt myself over the tiniest mistakes and it all just snowballs and piles up.

Today should've been a nice date day. Instead I ruined it over forgetting to turn off a radiator...

🐺 I can't do anything right. I'm constantly on a hair trigger temper that's horrid to be around. I don't know how to fix it or make myself better, and I'm so tired it's hard to do anything. My partner genuinely believes I won't ever change or improve either... I keep letting her down...

🐺 Does anyone know how to make yourself dormant? I want out. I can't do this anymore.

🐍? could use some advice on something. parts/headmates that are, like, "get shit done mode" and get switched out when they're done, is there a name for that?
has anyone got experience with that?

wondering if that's a thing and I'm that, going off a pattern we're noticing. could be wrong 🤷‍♀️

❓Started a journal for the system, to try to help us figure things out and get to know each other more.
Bet the others won't use it tho 😂
...unless I post about it and peer pressure 'em a little, hehehehhe

Feeling super weird atm. Dunno if I'm Naga, or someone new, or blurry AF or what. This shits confusing.

We've told him that all this shit is built on stealing others work. Told him how we're an aspiring artist / creative and how our work would get stolen and used in these.

Does he care? Hah. Of course not!

Instead, no, it's fucking "admiral chen" this, "the council" that. All day. Every day. We care for him but he doesn't care what we're saying about generative AI. Literally told him it's just a glorified autocorrect, and he doesn't care.

Y'know what we fucking hate? All this AI bullshit flooding YouTube. All these "humans fuck yeah" channels pumping out AI slop constantly, and our father fucking eats it up like it's crack. We've told him how bad it is, wh as ts wrong with it, but he doesn't care. Uuggghhh, FUCK AI

black housecat, laying on side and looking up. red collar.

🐍 Naga
Obi being a derp, rolling around on the floor playing with the stringy thing

#cats

#うーさーるーぱー

🐍 awesome F1 race today! Max vs Lando is great, and Spa is our favorite track!

🐺 Loving the race so far, go Lando!

#BelgiumGP #F1

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🐺 Ugh, been a few days where the mood is "brain, please give me happy chemicals". Hoping this patch ends soon, everything is dull and flavourless.