it all circles back to me just wishing my parents loved me

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

remind me to join this later

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its so weird that tiering is literally wahts keeping me clean rn because i havent had the time to cut smoke or drink genuinely wtf akito

im trying to t500 w r8ss aki wl2 .... im on track to a slight overshot but im nervous anywaysss ive been t300 since sd last night

meow meow meowww i need to learn to be active

have volleyball practice later and genuinely don’t know what to do since my thighs are absolutely covered in raised scars and my left arm has seen better days but I have to wear shorfs and a tee shirt sos sos sos UUGHHHJKKKK WHAT I EVEN DO

highkey not even talking about just myself anymore,,,,, but like generally how can people just NOT CARE. youre telling me that you know your friend is literally cutting down to bone and you cant ask a single time “hey r u doing ok?” UNTIL they say something about feeling like nobody cares Like ok

got out of the hospital in which they had been in for a suicide attempt and just like go about their day as usual. if I were to be aware of that i would hardly leave the person alone for the next month, make sure i get them out of the house, and be by their side. like actually how do people not care

this makes me sound so shitty, and like I attention seek, but I really don’t talk to many people about my problems. the select few that I ended up telling just genuinely couldn’t give a shit. ill never understand the people that can be fully aware that the person sitting next to them just —

nobody actually cares about me until I say something like this because it makes them guilty and like they have to prove themselves as somebody who cares even though we both know it means nothing. caring isnt standing by and watching somebody you ”care” about tearing themselves apart day by day

i don’t care about anything but my f/o i hate everybody and everything and nothing matters but him he is my reason

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starting a fast fix hyper restricting 10 day diet tmr and I could lose like a good amount of weight but I’ve heard it’s SO hard to stick to so i need ways to distract mysoef prolly lots of walks

i thinkim gonna trim my hair tmrw and do something more drastic over summer judt in case I look bad and have to let it grow

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I won’t feel valid for my sh until I genuinely slit every inch of my body deeper than styro

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Ya thru the mail but oike i track my orders obsessively and i get notif for whenever a package arrives so i can be at the door upon arrival .. if im expected to be at schoo i just have it shipd to my frien apartmen

if I ever start recov I’m gonna do lots of coverups on mysel it woul be so cute omf

do i just cut my hair however i want tmrw??? i rlly hate the idea of getting looks at school bec of new hair so i have no clue aauughhh

boi I DONR TALK TO MU PARENTS they have like no idea 🤨🤨🤨 i kinda jusit do wat. I want !

an ya i can ask frieds to send me some pics of the tats i did But don’t get ur hopes up cuz i did them as sh scar coverups and that’s what mine is for too so idk if they’ll show(i didnt take oic for this prpose)

i laik body modszzsssss I’ve also done tattoos on my friends but I only have pne myself idk why

my choppedness is gonna go down a bit I’m gonna go from a 4 to a 5.5 TRUST

I won’t get them infected dw ive pierced myself lots they just closed up cuz I wasn’t motivated to put in the piercings enough…… Ive pierced my ears in 4 diff places and pierced my friends tongue 🙏🙏

I LOVE MY TIKTOK MOOTIES SO MUCH LALLALALALALALAL MMA SLKXM#MKESMAL LALALLALALALALLALALALALAL AI LOVE RAEEE I LOVE RAEE AAWWW AWWWWWWWWAAAA AWWW AWWW AA,ALALLALALALALALLALA

im gonna do them over the summer prolly? im dying my hair and shit then cuz I don’t wanna randomly pull up with new hair and new piercings right before summer… 🥹🥹

im doing a trad art diy uchiwa fan but I’m so scared to line the sketch it’s too cufe ughhhh

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IT LITERALLY FOOK SO LOMG BUT OH MU GOD IM FINALLY DIAGONSED WITH BPD it sounds bad that I’m happy istg im jus t nappy I don’t have to stre s about not understandimg whats going on but goosnes that washared that actually took so long wtf it ok I’m diagnose now

nickname: vic!
prns: he/she
height: 5’2 3/4
sexuality: almond
smokes: yaaaa 🩷🩷
piercings: none i might do diy angel bites tho
tattoos: recently did paw prints on my upper right thigh
fav color: baby pinkkk
fav drink: water
fav food: strawberries
fav animal: kitty

ur pressed im better

the easiest song to play?? noobish behavior

waiting for plsuhie to arrive…. daddy is getting impatient….

IM MAKING SO MUCH OSHIKATSU RN I LOVE MY F/O !!!! HES SO CUTE I LOVE HIM