Ngl, been struggling a lot recently. Hope I can be on the mend soon. Just a lot going on in this little fox brain of mine. Never really post on here so thought I’d say I’m still around. Just working on healing from some things.
Me and a friend @vexcandor.bsky.social chatting and growing bananas
World: Grow your banana
By: NyanTzi
Type: PC/Quest
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When your boat motor breaks down 10 miles from the boat ramp. Ended up using trolling motor for like a hour and a half to get to these houses and another ramp. Luckily, my aunt lives close by so she’s picking up dad so he can go get the truck and trailer. Wild day.
You know what brings both a sigh of relief, but is also one of the most frustrating things? When you realize that thing you’ve been worried about that has caused you so much stress was never an issue and you just stressed out and overthinked for nothing 🙃
Thank you Orlando and the fandom for such a great weekend. I will be back.
I really do have amazing friends. Megaplex has really been a great con for me. Despite dealing with some mind issues and intrusive thoughts from time to time, I really am glad I was here. I love my friends and the opportunity to spend time with them ❤️
Steve is losing his marbles
I’m trying to say I have no complaints lol. Stupid auto-correct.
This goofball has been keeping me up late recently. I haven’t done anything no complaints. It’s been an amazing month or two that has pulled me out of a really bad mental state. I’ve loved every minute and there’s no one else I would rather spend my time with. ❤️
After all this time, I’m finally going to do it.
It has been a week since I finally got serious about quitting smoking. Outside of a few Saturday when I was fishing, I remain unbroken.
It hasn’t been easy. I’ve dealt with withdrawals, but the reward will be worth it. A better life for me. ❤️
Beach day today.
Happy undie day!
🎨: @chubbyblue.bsky.social
And now the past is dead. Those who used me, manipulated me, betrayed me, they are nothing more than phantoms of the past now. They have no power over me.
My early life is over. Now to make the middle part of my life worth everything I went to. No more pain, only love and peace.
I know I’m a work in progress, but at least I have someone along with me for the journey ❤️
The worst part is, I don’t even think it’s intentional on their part so I feel bad being angry about it. Still, I know they would just be defensive about it if I pointed it out. It freaking sucks. I have a decent relationship with them and I don’t want to lose that. It sucks.
“Get out of my head!”
Those are the words I wish I could scream at my parents. They aren’t overtly mean, but I’m tired of the micro aggressions regarding my sexuality. I think it’s part of the reason I deal with so many intrusive thoughts.
No regrets. No looking back ❤️
I know! 🥰
These are my favorite photos we have taken so far. He is simply the best ❤️
Best date night ever 🥰
He’s amazing and so wonderful ❤️
I’ve waited so long for someone like this in my life. I think he may finally be here 🥰
Times are tough, both externally and for many internally. These are real things real people deal with. But I know I’m not alone and that we can all face them together. I know a better future, a new path awaits me. And I won’t fail to reach for it, not this time ❤️
I’m so thankful and grateful for my family, and not just my blood family, but my furry family too. I hope they realize just how much I love and care for them and how special they are to me. I don’t believe it was simply an accident that we all found each other.
It’s true, what I’ve been dealing with things that are very difficult for me. But I think I’ve been so consumed by the feelings of loss and pain, that I’ve forgotten all the good things I have.
I’m so ready to start loving life again and doing the things I enjoy and spending time with the people I love again. I’ve been waiting so long for this. It’s time to finally be myself again ❤️
I feel like I’ve spent so much of my life trying to live up to others expectations or at least what I believed was others expectations that I’ve robbed myself of joy and of just being myself.
It’s time to change my fate and my life. To give myself hope and give others hope.
Oh Ash. You certainly aren’t alone in this struggle. I’m honestly also doing EMDR for childhood abuse and other things right now. It’s a long and difficult road, but I truly have hope both of us will emerge out the other side changed people. Peace be with you ❤️
Yes, I always get so frustrated when it seems like I’ve come so far only to get pulled back into a dark place. You have to forgive yourself. A lot of this stuff is very heavy to go through and the journey takes years. Be gentle and forgive yourself. ❤️
Man, I know the words you say in your videos are as much for you as they are for everyone else. TBH I’m really struggling right now too. I deeply appreciate your videos though and I want you to know you are seen and loved more than you know. Please take care of yourself Milo ❤️
This is exactly the same therapy I’ve been doing. Going to be honest, it was difficult at first, but it has done wonders for me. I imagine depending on the trauma you dealt with, it will either be easier or harder. Just be ready because starting might be rough, but for me it was definitely worth it.
