I don’t want to give up on Vtubing, so I won’t. Simple as that. I don’t know how many people have a journey like mine, but as long as there are people willing to watch me be an idiot for free on the internet, I know I have a place here ❤️🩹🥹
So please wait for me, k~?
So recently I’ve just been pouring my all into vocal synthesis to keep my spirits up. It’s a WAY cheaper hobby and I have a lot of kind, generous friends to help and support me in what I try to achieve in it ❤️🩹
So if you wanna see what I’m doing, @brazen-conduct.bsky.social is where to go!
At the very most, I know my spine is an issue 100%. Tailbone definitely involved. Nerve issues absolutely.
I often can’t stand at the end of the day after normal activity because my legs will immediately start to go numb if I do and it doesn’t go away for ages, if that explains
Speaking of chronic illness… yeah, no news on that yet. With the change of the new job and having to pay for all my health needs out of pocket now, I can’t keep up on lab costs or appointments, so they are rare, now.
And I don’t feel I do enough around here to get donations ;u;
Ended a relationship that had unknowingly been very abusive to me very VERY recently
so… so many things wrong with it, but being forced to bend over backwards in order not to be mistreated was only making my chronic illness worse
It’s been very calm for me since, though! ❤️🩹
So assets are just… not coming unless I make them myself or I get them for free
Haven’t been able to pay for my testosterone either, so my voice has changed back significantly and I don’t know how comfy I am to stream with it yet. Very dysphoric.
I work in the mornings now, so no more late night streams for me. Once a month I work back at the facility so I can keep my per diem status there. I’m working 2 jobs now, technically! Yay…
I either just barely meet my bills or am stressing about money all the time even still.
Got a new job! Work at an agency instead of a facility now, which has been much easier on my body! … but also reduced my income by *half*, and I wasn’t making much before, either.
I’m testing out cases to see if they’re doable with my schedule, but it’s a very long process…
Picture of a chibi Koots in a trash bag only peeking out of it far enough to see his big, dilated eyes
It’s my birthday tomorrow, so I thought I’d pop in for that periodic update. Please read the WHOLE THING, I BEG!
I have a new computer! It’s much more capable of the load Vtubing puts on it, and I even have a nice png+ that’s *usable* now!
( long thread!🧵)
Damn yall found Maggie again and you’re blowin up my BS enough for me to check it again 😭 (I love yall ty 💖)
🎨: MagancitoDA
Art of Koo’s Crayon design frightened holding a flashlight in a creepy haunted house, and in the mirror behind him is a reflection of himself where his tentacles, teeth, and eyes are showing through his suit disguise
‼️STREAM TOMORROW, JULY 12th, 9:00 PM EST‼️
Tomorrow is my 4th streaming Anniversary…
And I’m feeling more regulated lately
So, see you for some games and chatting soon! :>
twitch.tv/kootooloo
I love how I come here basically once a month to go EYO IM STILL SICK and then leave again lmao
In the meantime I’ve been focusing on getting a better job that’s easier on my body and indulging in UTAU to keep my creative side going
I want to stream again regularly so badly but I know I’m still feeling too weak for that yet
UPDATE:
Appointments appointments appointments. Getting closer to health answers, but waiting for specialist apps is what’s taking longest. Rheumatologist in July, neurologist in May, and some cortisol-infusion-whatever-thing in about a week
But it’s not just vit D deficiency
Puck from the manga series Berserk looking absolutely gobsmacked
I got a car,,,,
hey psps i can do mmd to warudo c0mm1s51on5 using lilToon and Magica Cloth 2. pls i need spending moneys. character by @kootooloo.bsky.social and model by @axelcode.bsky.social
commission for @kootooloo.bsky.social 🍰✨
skeb/surprise illustrations are available on my vgen!
vgen.co/quaildew
Comm for @kootooloo.bsky.social ! 🧡💛🖤
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A screenshot of a flat-colored drawing in progress in Clip Studio Paint. It features a character with long brown hair and glowing futuristic clothes. On the right side, there is a reference image of the character, as well as a color palette.
I wanna finish this sooooo bad because Kairos is absolutely gorgeous, but my elbows are killing me rn 😭😭
Not to mention the evidence of him leaking personal details about their location that he claims he never did further down in the thread
Also, he’s encouraging people to help him make Lenox homeless through false reports to the government, since he claims they fake their disability despite years of evidence otherwise!
So he wants them to be on the street without the care they need where they would not survive
x.com/jadedoedesu/...
I have been wanting to use the suiika model for like 2 weeks but I cannot for the life of me focus at my desk long enough to use my computer for it JFJSJFJFH
And according to your own words, no including names attached to the people claiming hurt done by Len or anonymously confiding to you in DMs means they don’t exist or that *you* faked all of it!
See how bullshit your own points are.
Youre a hypocrite that runs on “rules for thee but not for me”
I’m not taking the bait. There’s an entire vod full of evidence and testimonies against you, others not involved with lenox have come out to speak on how awful you’ve been to them and how inappropriate you’ve acted in their communities, and you no longer deserve the courtesy of a soapbox to lie.
Now remove the parts where you DOX THEM
Note to anyone siding with this asshole: THIS is the type of shit he’s been doing to Lenox for YEARS
It’s all projection and making excuses for someone who abused her entire vtuber group
x.com/mari0nicex/s...
x.com/lenoxkupo/st...
It’s a unanimous understanding on Twitter that HE is the stalker
THANKS TRIBS!!!!
