Started playing the new tomodachi life and day one my mii caught the attention of Himiko and an OC jirai girlie, it’s just like real life, the mentally ill girls I pull just by being mentally ill /jk
Probably I bet people have guessed it by now but if I told you guys who my oshi is do you promise not to call me cringe? (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)
Nobody asked but manager read my email and is gonna start training me on more office-type work so I don’t have to be around those dudes as much hell yes hell yes I win⭐︎
Recently I went out to sushi by myself for a like after work self-date and that shit was great, I gotta do that more often
Anyways I was/am partially on a sns detox but my mom actually asked me if being on lexapro is gonna make me stop SHing which was shocking to hear, but nice to know she’s concerned about me
I did send an email to my manager about it but whether or not they’ll actually do anything about it we’ll see? I think they take that stuff pretty seriously though but time will tell
God for real, why are dudes still in the Stone Age thinking that stuff that traumatizes people is funny, for real, like way to make yourself come off as a predator, creep
THANK YOU I genuinely can’t tell if I’m ever overreacting or not so I desperately needed a second opinion on these nasty-ass dudes
I’ve been in the mood for a drink recently but if I’m honest I don’t really like drinking that much lmao
I’ve been drunk like twice in my life and it sucked both times
I’m gonna be transparent, I wanna talk about my interests here too, like maybe I’m only supposed to be a landmine girl and that’s it but I don’t like being forced into one small box, so if that’s a problem, sorry but I’m a person before an aesthetic lol
Also a white pair of Mary Jane’s that are sooooo cute and perfect I’m so lucky someone actually gives a shit to make shoes my size that are cute! Lol
I got some new chunky sneakers and I have no excuse to wear them out and try them… I had some sneakers before and they were a little too flared at the bottom and had a higher heel they’re not very comfortable… I’m hoping these new ones are better for longer jirai hangouts that need comfier shoes
Being mentally ill is so stupid because what do you mean I can literally cut myself and not care but I squish my finger in a door and I’m practically on the floor doubled over and crying in pain
I’m wanting so bad to lose weight but the ramen place we’re going to tonight has baked sweet potato with vanilla ice cream on top for dessert… that sounds too comforting to pass up… _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):
Me: diet time starts now let’s tear it up
Partner: wanna go out for ramen tonight?
Me: ramen time starts now let’s tear it up
One week on lexapro update: I don’t feel too different yet lmao, I feel like I’m laughing authentically more often and more carefree but at the same time I feel more high-strung and tense than ever. Maybe it’s all placebo tho idk smdh :/
Loser affirmation (affectionate);
“My oshi would want me to take care of myself”
I had a dream about being held at gunpoint last night, but I’ve been held at gunpoint for real a long time ago so I just like sighed in annoyance at it happening again in my dream lmao
There is a chance I’m developing an ED or something but I’m not 100% sure… I know that’s really not good but it’s just something I’m observing…
I posted these pics already but I liked how the edits turned out so heehee⭐︎
#jiraisky #jiraiposting #lifestylejirai #jiraikei #jfashion #地雷系 #地雷女
Kuromi being flustered while being hugged by My Melody. Kuromi is wearing a jirai kei dress, while My Melody is wearing a ryousangata dress.
BlorboBash attack for TabooTerrific (Aethy)
Kuromi x My Melody
#BlorboBah2026 #BlorboBash #CreativeClash #sanrio #Kuromi #MyMelody #jiraikei #ryousangata #ArtistonBluesky
(Googling)
“How to make a passive income while doing nothing and guaranteeing no men around me”…
Considering making that shirt that was too small for me a goal size now… (probably a terrible idea I’m sure)
How am I supposed to know when my lexapro kicks in? I haven’t taken it in YEARS and I don’t remember how it’s supposed to make me feel especially since generally I am happy at times but if I’m mostly on it for anxiety will I like actually be able to relax my neck and shoulders when it kicks in???
I wanted to try making a vlog! This isn’t inherently jirai, but it looked like fun so I wanted to try it once. Sorry if you hate it!
I got some card/snack packs while I was out and about today at the mall in hopes of getting a card of my oshi anD I DID AAAAAAAA LUCKY LUCKY☆
Not having the jirai outfit bothered me so bad I played the demo again lmao
My friend and I were planning to do a sleepover where we do a bunch of oshikatsu stuff, I need ideas of what kind of stuff we should do ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Decorating photo cards and fans is definitely on the menu… what else…?
Anxiety so bad lately I gotta pull out the ol’ teeth grinding guard again (I hate the teeth grinding guard)
There’s this manga called something like “100 ghost stories that will lead to my death” or something, and this kid in the story says something about laying on the floor and pretending to be dead, “I’m dead, nothing can bother me anymore”, and I’m having a night where I need to pretend I’m dead too
