Anywaysā¦Iām going back to doing my thing.
Only stepped in here to defend and support my community because wtf was that.
Keep being awesome guys and shut down these idiots that want to behave like clowns.
If youāre gonna hate, stop enjoying our cultures.
No food, no holidays, no music, no entertainment, no celebrities, no Spanish (all except Spain), no Portuguese (Brazil), nothing.
Pathetic behavior honestly, if youāre gonna talk shit, say it in front of the group youāre disrespecting IRL.
Birdie told me someone was being racist towards Latinosā¦
Kindly fuck off and shut the fuck up, especially if youāre not Latino. Throwing hatred onto other groups of people and for what? LMAO.
Itās giving pathetic and pussy behavior ngl
I deleted Bluesky off my phone and am using the web browser for this lmao.
If you want my discord, just reply to this.
Alright, goodbye for now!
It was nice being back for just an hour, missed everyone a bit.
If you havenāt noticed, I archived everyone except Robbie.
I donāt know when Iāll be back again but just assume if I do come back itāll be the way how I did this oneā¦
Unannounced and for a limited time.
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Helloā¦
And Iām gone in 40 minutes cus this place is stinky
I know I said Iād get it done as a parting gift but I truly donāt have the energy to write it.
Anyways, this is Pac signing off. Iāll probably give mini updates of myself like once a month here? Something like that.
Okay byeeee
I thought a bit on how Iād go about the unfinished stuff I have for Robbie and them when it comes to story and I think Iām leaning more towards the ādelete it and pretend it never happenedā path.
Or just leave it there and unfinished.
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Itās been a week nowā¦and Iāve never felt so much better.
I somehow friended a voice actor on discord and got a direct voice message for free, made new friends I can draw and play games with, and Iām no longer thinking about this place.
Just wanted to give a mini update on how Iāve been š
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Thank you so much Fitz! You have been a delight to write and talk to both in character and out of character!
While I may be more absent now in the RP space, know that at any given point I choose to pop up once in a blue moon, youāre more than welcome to tackle my muses.
Have a good one dude!
Overwat Winton! Iām definitely gonna see you more around there with gaming and stuff.
Someoneās gotta throw your games and itās gonna be me.
But yeah, I honestly expected to leave this space sooner. Like half a year at most but stuck around after that because the FOMO got to me and indulge on making more muses.
I donāt want RP to follow me around as much either. Itās a wound I definitely donāt want to forget, but one I also want to ensure taught me a good lesson.
To step away a bit from the scene is to see it less, hear it less, talk about it less.
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The FOMO trap is really toxic that changed everything for the worse for me. Like you and I said, itās very hard to step away because itās something that we enjoy a lot.
The door for me will be slightly open to come back maybe once a month to do stuff but nothing too crazy.
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This community has been the most vocal in terms of support and looking out for one another. But this is me now changing lanes.
From now on, interactions will only be for plots. Thats what I want to do and focus on rather than anything else.
Iām gonna call it here, thank you!
So far during these days Iāve been off, Iāve made new friends, delved into a new community that Iāve been enjoying so far, am focusing more on other hobbies, got myself a tablet to do digital drawings, and have locked in harder in life.
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Thatās my current stance on it. It could very much change but I would not count on it.
As for me, things are good, Iām doing good. Iām doing the best Iāve been in a while. 2025 was good but it was also overwhelming and too much for me.
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If anyone that is sticking around with me after I leave this all behind, I donāt really want to look back on RP for the rest of my time being online either here or on other platforms.
Itās not that I donāt want to talk about it, I just donāt want it to follow me around.
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I appreciate all the opportunities and the people Iāve met. From the people I spoke to very little, people that weāve come to the mutual understanding to block each other, to the people that may choose to keep me around and support me.
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Anywaysā¦stepping aside from the negatives, sorry about that. I just feel like I had to share more as to why Iām not enjoying this hobby any more.
There are other reasons as well, these are just some of them.
Thank you everyone for joining me on this little Bluesky RP journey.
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Iām not having fun knowing my character brings heartache to another character every time my characters are just wanting to interact.
Legit, my characters existing bring heartache and I donāt want that. Itās not for me, I just wanted to write fun storylines :/
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Also, take a shot every time Iām stuck in a love triangle and I am the neglected one (2 shots).
I genuinely did not even want to be part of 2 love triangles or have any tension when it came to the relationship of my muses with other characters. Itās fun for some people but for me itās slop.
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Iām still upset about that one and itās why I havenāt done much for Reed and Franklin. Iām gonna be honest, if my muse didnāt get neglected in terms of story and when it comes to referencing the event, I wouldāve been done with the story for those two.
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Cus for me itās likeā¦why would I want to do an event or plot for something, just for my character to be put aside?
How the fuck does my character, go from directly affecting a storyline, to just being a background character?
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Then it also comes to personal experiences of not enjoying writing due to my characters being overshadowed when it comes to events or group threads.
It felt like my work wasnāt being respected, my efforts were neglected, and my interests in these events ultimately broke down further.
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Which have also contributed to my action of moving forward. It seems like every week there is something new happening to someone or something happening that it genuinely makes this hobby miserable.
Especially the recentā¦bait. That one fully destroyed me for several days.
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