Reminds me of people recently translating Japanese tweets about black immigration. Some of the most submissive soy boy shit I've ever seen. They are complaining about being too petite compared to them and how they are scared of being dominated. Fucking pathetic.
I'm so tired of white people dealing with their white insecurity by stealing aave cause they want to "aura farm," seem "nonchalant," or if you're even weirder about race, to seem "more masculine."
Modern toxic masculinity is just trying to one up black men.
I want a typewriter so I can be like Canni: The Fish Whisperer in real loif.
I can't really blame them that much because the whole goal of Capitalism is to keep everyone too busy to stop the perpetual cycle of abuse and trauma. That why we are still in the dark ages and everyone is incapable of maturing or learning. That's why there are still somehow irrational Nazis in 2026
I just wish my breeders could have actually been concerned enough to get me help. If only my self harm of choice was cutting myself instead of blunt force. Maybe actually being able to see a physical sign that couldn't be explained away would have pushed them to help me.
I am so good at faking mental illness.
When I was a kid I was convinced that I was performing autism because I learned what it was. The doubt is still always in the back of my mind even though I clearly have some kind of social deficit either from cptsd, schizotypal, autism, or an unkown TBI.
Too socially awkward to figure out why I'm socially awkward.
All I have is diagnostic criteria from the internet. It takes too much time and energy to have a therapist or psychiatrist stumble to place whatever diagnosis I perform for them onto me.
And holy shit do they love talking about unnecessary bullshit that is just a repeat of shit we saw in movies and through cultural osmosis. Do you genuinely care about this shit or are you just playing the part? What a pointless existence. You sound like a fucking walking cliché. Just another bot.
It's literally always these kind of people that have a pregnant girlfriend or are pregnant themselves as soon as they become old enough. Ya'll are so fucking dumb. Just breeding because your bored. Just offering up another slave to the Capitalists. Good job I guess.
Same kind of person to have a kid and then try to balance being a single parent with having a full time job. Do you realize being a social animal has put you into the position of being good cattle for the ruling class? You already bred and now you can die with absolutely no personal time. Dumbass.
I hate socially spastic people.
Always trying to lead social situations.
Always on the phone talking shit.
Always trying to be "helpful" by doing unnecessary shit that is clearly just a response to you getting impatient.
Overcompensating to become the perfect cattle.
I hate breeders.
Like, you do not deserve my interest. If you want to talk at me go ahead but I'm not going to push for more information.
I know half the stuff I hear is probably filling in the blanks on some schizo shit but I can't help but think I am public enemy #1 with the small amount of people I interact with
Like no matter how much I love myself it doesn't have any impact on how people treat me in the real world. Like half my life seems to be people hating my guts because I don't come up to them and be a submissive little faggot for them and make them the center of the world and reciprocate small talk.
I don't even know why I'm so unbelievably terrified of people. Maybe I just hate myself that much or at least assume everyone is a piece of shit that is unable to accept anything that challenges their worldview crafted to make them cattle under Capitalism.
I wish I could realistically meet more people like me but they are too far and I'm scared of online people. Like genuine paralysis when I try online socializing. I even feel weird liking stuff that isn't popping off enough for me to blend into the crowd. I just feel disgusting.
Maybe I'll gain an addiction to the after nap jitters.
I guess I'm going to do the most painful form of self harm I can think of.
Spending an entire day trying get my life back together after spiraling into basically a hoarders living situation.
And since I know I'll get tired so I'm just going to alternate chores and power naps cause fuck me.
I hate being hopeful.
I just keep disappointing myself.
Does anyone want to pretend to love me?
My Gonarchs are inflamed!
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Me and my crew all hate white men says me, the white amab thing.
Either that or I am just finally able to curate an online environment that isn't just blank and boring because everyone is too scared to be a weirdo. Weirdo supremacy!
Bro are all the chronically online radical trannies actually just all the same person? Why do I feel like I actually have a community that is somehow always into the same stuff I'm into? On one hand I can't help but feel shizo about it but maybe I'm just easily influenced by cool people.
I was literally drinking zero alcohol Busch light cause it was so yummy. Mmmm bread water.
Took an internet recommendation for beer and got some budweiser. This shit taste like nothing. Kinda taste like the la croix of beers. I like my beers to taste like nasty yeasty bread. I don't drink that much but so far my favorites are Blue Moon and Busch light.
I am nothing. I can't even keep my space clean. I am truly just an embarrassing sub human creature. If I was in a crisis I would literally be too embarrassed to ask for someone to come help me because if they saw how I live each day it would just be over. It would just accelerate my death.
I envy healthy t4t relationships. Of course it is never meant for people like me. I really am nothing. I strive to be nothing but a thing that wishes they could make art and music without being a slave on the side. If only I could at least have the security of being loved by an understanding partner
