this is my old model but im formally known as teach your local half vampire half shifter sus librarian

My farewell as teach before my rebirth as new will be held on August 15th it will be a very short stream and I'll be talking about some stuff and showing you all some tips and stuff I've learned from my behavioral specialist. As well as a trailer for debut. Thank you to all who come in advance.

That's it and ill update more as I go to more sessions though

5. In an act of stupidity I told my boyfriend my thought process and used them in comparison which again was only included because of a false narrative I had been given.
6. But either way I was trying to make sure I told him everything because of how the prior relationship ended.

4.1 card. So I had agreed to let them talk to me about their woes and their plight because I wouldn't allow myself to be responsible for someone's death. It triggered me so badly. I was being lied to. Either way, I did the convo played the game, and then sent them on their way.

3.1 all I saw was my end goal of rectifying the situation and also preventing those triggering words and status from being uttered again.

4. This is the one I am most disgusted with myself about. A bad person who at the time I had forgotten and lied to about how bad had also pulled the **suicide*

2.1 this is why my response was so intense to the situation I found myself in and caused desperation, anxiety, and agitation. (I dont blame them btw I have accepted this as a fact my response was horrible)

3. While state of a manic bpd and ptsd episode i never looked at it from other perspective.

Responses to stimuli which I already knew but didn't know was how even when not direct it can linger.

2. While I was in a relationship the partner would constantly remake about them dying or ending their life. These statements only increased during the fight with the metamor made my sanity fragil

Yesterday I had my first behavioral specialist appointment [therapy for autistic peeps] they made me notice a lot of things and I'd like to update this document. This isn’t me trying to gain sympathy but to show growth and understanding nor an attack.
1. Everyone has triggers that cause irrational

Teach hiatus notice and apologize letter. Im sorry and hope to see you all in time. Ill still be watching some streams and playing games off line but won't be in vcs for a long while till I feel safe and am safe.

I'm not done healing have a long road ahead of me and have decided to take an earlier hiatus than planned due to Mom and a move. I shall be posting my hiatus letter in my server today and then later on here. Thank you all for the memories and the love we have shared and hope to one day receive again

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WE HAVE MADE IT OFFICIAL! This Saturday around 630pm CST we will have our second not sex dungeons and Dragons. The victims are @crowbirdcannon.bsky.social @rainbowlambvt.bsky.social @nephistopheles.bsky.social and witchymidgieVT. This will be session 0 to prepare for session 1. Hope to see you there

We will be on the blue tonight making funds to by me a new toy as my current one is on its last legss....come help me say goodbye.

Also if we raise more then the rest will go to my twitch con fund.

My iPad has shattered so I am in need of a new one. 🙃

I am opening emergency comms.
Art is my ONLY income as a chronically ill person so I am in desperate need of help.
I have comms open on my vgen, or I have a tip jar on my kofi.

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A stack of books in a box, the top one has a clear title, The Dad Rock That Made Me a Woman Niko Stratis

Doing my best to not be annoying about “my book comes out next week” posting, but also, my book comes out on Tuesday.

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3 Collars, ready to go in the mail the day they are ordered!

Custom Collars are also no problem! Contact @rawringcrafts.gay for details!
Laser Etching, Colors, and cool hardware no prob!

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comms are open again! ill be doing art on stream Thursday Saturdays and maybe some sus stuff on Friday! I'm only opening 5 slots so get them while they're hot!!
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Hello my little souls! Today marks day one of the birthday event week! Wont you come and join me for the celebration of one more year around the sun?

Come next Saturday I will be hosting a scuffed RPG. Our unlucky constants are @nephistopheles.bsky.social , @crowbirdcannon.bsky.social and @rainbowlambvt.bsky.social join us on the 15th at 1 pm cst (2pm est) for the first Trixia's Not Sex Dungeon and Dragons

We about to blow this shit up

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Live now! Heading back into Monster Hunter, and it is now time to fight the Elder Dragons in Master Rank! Starting with Blackveil Vaal Hazak! Guess it's time to see how well I do against both Defense Down and halved health?

SO! Grab a drink, some snacks, and come hang out!

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"D-daddy, wait, we are live!"
"It's okay, baby girl, let's entertain them~♡"

Little comic featuring one of my wonderful partners @aiyumi.bsky.social

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A little festive filth from my Medium archive.

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5 more days and this happens... aw snap