always, and yes 🥹🥲

I hate myself so fucking much and don’t know how to fix it —this should probably be a private note and not on the open web

going to get this mole on my face removed and I was worried since it’s a cosmetic procedure and not medical that it would be maybe 1500+ but it’s only like $450!! yayayayay bye bye you ugly lil beotch!!!

my man sent me $500 because I spent my whole paycheck on lady Gaga tickets last week lmao I LOVE THIS MAN !!!

full on hater mode but TI is so sexy, how’s he spent the whole time w Tiny ???

starting back to Pilates after a year-long hiatus… wish me luck (ima die)

I hate nose chains on double nostril piercings so much

not even 8am and I’ve had a killer migraine for over two hours already

the only downside to loving and living with a man who is a hard worker who is dedicated and great at his job is that he wakes up at 5am and is usually asleep by the time I get home from my job 🥲 even if I get home at 8:30pm 🥹😌🙃

really really really hope I don’t have any seizures tonight :/ I’ve been under a lot of stress and missed my meds and haven’t been sleeping enough …aka a perfect recipe to seize

1:37am finally home from the ER veterinarian. currently looking how/where to order the original, jalapeño, and bacon White Castle variety pack + White Castle chicken sliders 🧐

tyra banks is not a good person

11pm on a Friday and at the Vet… but I met a really sweet, cool girl to be friends with! 🥹

and I’m missing two doses of my epilepsy medicine this is not good

I have to take one of my cats to the emergency vet :(

(((It’s the soup Olympic’s)))

@nbcnews.com should be ashamed that their prime time stories tonight focus on “boi kibble” and “boy dinner” …national news shouldn’t be TikTok trends… @nbcnews.com don’t you think there is more important stories to feature and report on?

a cat at the humane society today had been shot… I hope the guilty person dies a slow & painful death. Two wrongs don’t make a right, but it helps set the tone for shit we don’t put up with !!!!!

I think I should probably fly first class to New York… heheheheheh

I work for arguably the largest hotel brand in the world and all of our phone and internet systems are down, nationwide, potentially worldwide??? big yikes for us

I love Boise but I miss Aspen. I miss the weather and the luxury and the food and the people

wearing my cutest outfit today and my makeup looks like dogshit 🥺😤

one old man at my job called my old man boyfriend an old man and I don’t know how to think . “he’s 50 and looks way older than me and I’ll be 60” yeah well idk I’ll try to get him into some skin care lol

I don’t have any friends here yet because I just moved states a few months ago, but I’m thinking of making a facebook open invite for this Latin club on the water here for my birthday next month… maybe make some friends hehehe

I need pictures of my cats and my man in my office !!

I get paid four more times before nyc trip… I must save every penny !!!

finally framed my signed Sam Morril tour poster from the show in May!

my toxic trait is that I steal all my boyfriends socks

people that put cats and other animals in the laundry washer/dryer and all kinds of crazy abusive shit like that, I hope you live a shitty life, die a painful death, and ultimately suffer eternally

all I want tomorrow is oysters on the half shell, a dirty martini x3, and my pussy ate til the break of dawn