going to look after myself a little bit today, make sure i look & smell nice, feel hydrated & refreshed, and then i'll finish up some work!

it was so good knowing you, custard. my lucky spring season ♡

+ on an actually unrelated note, my 4th year being a mr bin fan!

and if i won't, well it's not the end of the world. i was happy before. that's good too

felt something come over me really quiet & unassumingly, this feeling of it being okay. so grateful for it rn... it's okay. it's okay that i'm unhappy. it's okay if this is baseline. i can still manage. i'll be happy some other time

hehe lrt i had so much fun being silly and making that. I FINALLY HAVE TIME TO LIVE..!!!!

if you've felt joining the book club for 1 book/month was a bit daunting, in 2026 we're swapping to shorter fiction! each month we'll vote which short story/novella/short story collection to read next. come hang out @ our (all-genres!) spot c: discord.gg/7CQSSBkx2t 📚 digital copies provided!

(beaker noises)

you make me happy... when skies are gray... 🥹🫂🫂🫂

post friend meetup depression where I get convinced I am some sort of unsightly ungainly undeserving and unintelligent beast

btw the new verivery is good. i wish they were performing it at a year end stage...... its good......

so excited for tomorrow and so incredibly nervous it's making me nauseous. everyone please pray im charming and fun and not a bore and kind and considerate and whimsical and awesome tomorrow

tumblr post tsaescii Follow Oct 1 spreading my attention across several things at once to make no progress on any of them at maximum efficiency . . .

A digital drawing of one of those drawing tutorials that says 'don't do this, do this.' The drawing is of an almost naked middle-aged man doing a flying kick. The 'Don't do this' one has a bunch of areas circled and a cross under it. The 'Do this' one is exactly the same but without the circles and a tick instead of a cross. The text reads 'Needlessly adding red circles will ruin your art' and a smaller bit of text at the bottom reads 'Bonus tip! Add a tick under all your art so people think you did it right.'

#3157 A helpful tutorial

just finished another counseling session and she made me re-realize that like. can i stop working against myself and work with myself instead... so i am going to try and reschedule and replan some of my days according to how i know i behave like a human being instead of expecting me to work like a cutting edge machine when everybody and their mom knows by now even if i was a machine i would be 5 generations too old with no upgrade access and breaking down with weird springs and cogs jumping out of me besides and that's Fine. the point is to be smart about it! so i'm going to try [...] being smart and working on my personality. then it wont matter if i have no upgrade access because wall-e didnt either and hes doing just fine + has a hot girlfriend who loves him to boot

Saved a baby snapping turtle that had got stuck on the wrong side of a river wall, here in Rochester.

T-T 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

devastated kangmin didnt make it into the final lineup. my little guy...

me too im really so devastated sigh im so happy the others i was rooting for got in i just so badly wanted kangmin too T-T

if i ever decide to do more grad school or postgrad and im somewhere with no support network physically in reach, just shoot me. i cant do this shit alone. i mean i will at this point but i cant

T-T im not rich mom but i would wife you up bby, trust

oh my ;;;;;;;;;;;;; thank you for filling me in...!!!!!! T-T

start using "fanworks" again instead of "content" let's go people

omg what happened with kangminnnn fill me in please <////3

alhamdulillah for kogayudaiface twitter account. im still not into &t all the way like that but oh my god... alhamdulillah for kogayudaiface

anyway. i might be feeling better healthwise today. let's see if i can finish up a chapter if nothing else

gonna have to wait a lot longer than expected to buy the joy albums... sigh T-T but at least this way i know i Really want them

i <3 being really stupid, fully knowing im not liked back at all and still liking someone to the point of it hurting anyway and crying and crying AND CRYING. its not doing any character building for me! ive already been here before! this is just Wasting my Time and Feelings and Energy

inshallah this joy album hard carries my sanity as i attempt to finish up this poop emoji dissertation