Honestly this spot is pretty perfect. 🥰 I spent a long time digging when we were looking for houses and this was the one with the most things we wanted just was at the upper edge of affording it. (Thankfully my partner has had multiple good raises since then.)
Good morning everyone, here's another clip of the kittens. 💕
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Between that and my gardenias out front, it smells so good when everything is blooming. Oh and there's a coffee manufacturer not all that far away so when the wind hits just right you can smell roasted coffee beans.
Goodnight everyone from me and Mochi 😊
Definitely 😊
Also look what I found on top of where we buried the stillborn kitten Sauce had. I made sure to leave it there but it feels meaningful to see it there. 🫂
One of my favorite times of year. All 3 walls of bushes in my backyard are full of honeysuckles. 😊💕
Yeah, my partner is good at cooking and I'm pretty good with spices with me being Cajun. Lol It usually turns out well. 😊
Yeah I should have talked him into getting a grill sooner. 😋💕
He made bacon wrapped chorizo and cheese stuffed peppers along with the main food he's making. 😋💕
My partner got home and wanted to grill out today. So here's a rare moment of me in a sundress for once. 😂💕
Like I know I'm still not done with it, but I've been enjoying every step of the way.
This is such a cozy little spot to curl up with a book today. 😊💕
I'm glad I've taken so much time to build the space of my dreams that years ago people who were supposed to care laughed at me for dreaming of it or worse wanted to insert their designs on the spaces I wanted to create for myself. 💕
Oh and another cute thing, I was told he was born on Valentines Day. 😊
Yeah, he's obsessed with the one with the orange spot on its forehead to the point of seeming uncomfortable if I try to show him the others. But I'm just hoping he'll love at least one of them by the time they get a bit older.
He is actually albino. His hearing and sight are fine though he has a slight eye shake which is common with some albino animals.
I keep getting reminded of how far I've come and how much love and effort I put into everything I do. 🥰💕 You all make this all so worth it!
Thanks to even more new follows on YouTube, I got to make more paper stars for the jar today too!
It's so much fun. I was a day 1 player and it's gone through so many different phases that it feels like it's been several different games as it has evolved.
What's not meant for you will disappoint you a thousand times until you understand. It will confuse you, drain you, and leave you questioning your worth. You will try harder, give more, and make excuses for it, hoping this time it will change. But it won't. The same lesson will repeat itself in different ways until you finally listen. Not because you are weak, but because you are learning. Some things don't leave gently. They push you away through pain so you stop holding on. And when you finally let go, you will realize the disappointment was never meant to break you. It was meant to guide you back to yourself, toward peace, clarity, and something that won't need you to suffer to stay.
Yeah, I export all my streams AND clips directly from Twitch. They've made it really easy these days especially with how I have limited energy and I can usually still keep up with it. 😊
Sorry for the in my head posting a bit today. I offer a new kitten vid as thanks for listening at least. 🫂
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Yeah. Thankfully the memories feel more distant by the day.
Honestly y'all all appreciating that is why I try my best to keep up with it.
Yeah and honestly it's probably on me for looking and seeing if the old domain still links to his page all these years later. He's still paying for it to redirect. 😵💫
Yeah, I think it just hit me hard this year because of realizing just how far I've come since then. The gap keeps getting wider as I chase my dreams with friends these days. Y'all all make me feel so loved that those dark days alone feel especially eerie looking back. 🫂
Thankfully, I can speak more openly about it here.
He probably wouldn't touch this website with a 10 foot pole because he went super far politically after the breakup. But he was already spouting incel rhetoric, especially about consent at the end of the relationship anyway. 🤷♀️
Yeah, he was a fan of said person, though not surprising. 🤣
The memories certainly try to kick my ass from time to time at least so I guess you have a point.
But I just try to not sugarcoat how I feel on it and made peace with not seeing or feeling the need to call it a strength when I feel it's more simply running from the other option more.
I mean the biggest one on that is being careful about outing a situation while someone is in direct proximity like what happened to me. Cops and charities don't magically swoop in just because of a single post with 3 likes.