date canceled on me due to illness but i crushed the job interview i think. 1 out of 2 not bad...

got a date next weekend

a job interview wednesday after that

life is good

still feel like i get underrated and left out of the convo of current best peach players world, and people who would easily be top 100 if they traveled. but I also recognize that it's an ego thing to be bothered by that. it's a chip on my shoulder that I can live with I think.

ended up being very happy with my ranking.

not attending much this yr so prolly wont be ranked. still having fun with friendlies so I think I'll just be a little practice pig for the people who need me (and are fun to play with)

getting on the lvl of beating world class players has been fun tho

wish it was easier to have money

on that note, I'm bracing myself for being ranked anywhere between top 10 and #15 in europe for the year. gonna be fun to see how it all turns out. either way I'm very happy with my 2025 performances :)

anyway I'm probably just salty that it's so hard to go to america. the rankings have been great this year, and way less complaining than previous years.

mango and leffen quitting probably helps a lot with that too LOL but still!!!

complaining about being punished for entering too many brackets is funny to me. happens every ranking season.

I would kill for the ability to enter multiple majors a year, surely that's worth having a slightly lower number than you and your friends think you deserve?

not a subtweet btw i promise.

Okay maybe one more

Just one more local win will fix me

Rest in peace ashy. ❤️

Thank god i dont have a wedding to attend this weekend oh wait.

For every crazy tourney performance this year my body erodes further

I love being sick i love being sick i love being sick i love being sick

Usually never feel like it's my place to talk when something awful like this happens. But I feel like this has been a chance for me to reflect and promise myself to be more attentive at afterparties and drinking events. Everyone, including me, needs to do better.

I wish gaming culture wasn't as unfriendly to women as it is, and it doesn't help when such a big influence on the community acts like that. There's no excuse for sexual harassment and that includes being intoxicated. Hope people take this as a wakeup call to call out such behavior when they see it.

I wish mango never did what he did. I feel awful for the girls he harassed. Just watching the clips was incredibly uncomfortable, so I can't imagine how it was for them. Hope they are okay.

With that said, mango's response has been good. Glad he's taking responsibility and wants to work on himself.

Watching people's reaction to my haircut was also really funny. It's crazy how different I look from last time I was at avant... the glowup is real.......

Avant was fantastic. DJPJ did a great job with everything, highly recommend going to the next one. Touristing with our nordic crew (+ Jah) was a big highlight.

Had to hold back on my happy tears multiple times, as to not ruin the vibes. But I def cried a lil bit all to myself when I got home.

I'd prefer it if you took your time with getting to the top please and thank u.

Maybe after avant...

there's a dark and evil part of my brain that has been screaming at me to main jigglypuff for a month or two

Super nice meeting you!!

valhalla afterparty going stratospherical

LOLL if that means watching you play the game then yes.

can confirm that blue prince is crazy good

this is basically my way of saying that I've been watching more northernlion recently LOLLL

love watching smart people play puzzle games. the problem with being a dumb is that I don't get to enjoy the satisfaction of solving a problem, only the frustration of being stuck on something way beyond my mental capacity. but watching someone else logic their way through it is a fun replacement.

You'll tell a cis person "dont worry about it" after they accidentally misgender you, and they will proceed to dump their whole backstory on you to excuse themselves anyway

this is how randoms start talking to you after you get ranked