plushie✕pooltoy 4ever!!

Drawing of a puppy sleeping with a colorful background and the caption; "The source of your hurt cannot be the source of your healing"

Healing

(sex? warning)
!! oh

ferret rub ........!

#ABDL #Diaperfur

bumping this again

It shouldn't have been on you as a kid to figure out how to reach out for help or express your pain in ways that would get appropriately responded to by the adults in your life.

It WAS on them to not punish or embarrass you for reaching out or expressing yourself.

i.. just wish i could live comfortably. dry place to sleep, good food to eat, quiet place to rest, warm company to keep.

i don't have all the answers, but.. every bit of morale support and financial support helps. the kind words, the reassurances mean so much to me, especially now.

i.. don't want to hate my art, anymore. i don't want to be ashamed of my art, anymore. i don't want to feel embarrassed of my art, anymore. i don't want to feel insecure about my art anymore.

even if some of the things i draw aren't happy, i still want to feel confident in myself for drawing it.

i.. care about my art. i want to be this person who draws what i love and also show that other people can draw what they love, too. draw the things they find meaningful to them, whether its heartfelt stories or indulgent art pieces or a mix of both. lofty, but.. important to me.

i try to be supportive of my friends' art, but i'm rarely that encouraging to myself. instead of self-deprecating, i.. need to be that kind of encouraging person to myself, i just.. struggle with that because i used to draw to barely make rent and burnt out hard from that; still recovering from that

i don't feel like i'm good enough sometimes. the external compliments help, but its an internal perfectionism thing where if i don't feel like i could draw it good then i won't commit to it.

then.. barely anything gets drawn.
or it takes forever.

i mean. i can Do that with fetish art. i just.. my hobby and my career are intertwined and.. that's really scary to me sometimes. i've been relying on donations for food while i rest and recuperate and heal deep emotional wounds, but.. people are waiting on me. a lot of people. and i.. get scared.

there's nothing wrong with arousing things! i like looking at other peoples art and stories and (very rarely) roleplay, but. my approach to art feels more, like i want to draw anatomy more accurately, lean into stylization more effectively, things like that.

somewhat public thoughts but.. i found myself asking if i really do want to continue drawing fetish art. weird considering i drew something really self-indulging lately, but i.. look inside my heart and find a lot more.. desire for drawing personal things rather than arousing things.

bunping for this week for wolfdog food

bumping this again; every bit helps a hungry wolfdog

BFC Babyfur middle kidfur diapers implied dirty A scene of 4 kidfurs at summer camp hanging out by their cabin, 2 a dog and cat are playing with gameboys on the steps while a coyote with several merit badges is saying hi to them all, with the 4th a bandaid covered kangaroo very groggily stumbling out of the cabin.

Raise and shine to those lovely trumpets campers, Camp BFC is about to start!

Though I don't think every camper is a morning kiddo, and some~ could probably use a change...

Lil Krista and Kelly in crayon form using neocolor ii

Yeah these slap :3

here with you

rose - sea of colors

forgiveness

(mac n cheese, please)

tonight i feel i.. really wanna be taken care of. changed into padding, put into jammies, given a coloring book and crayons with a string cheese snack... eating dinner and then settling down together watching tv for an hour or two.. checked and changed, and tucked into bed with blankie and plushie..

Kicks from Animal Crossing wearing a diaper #abdl

Booties.

🌈✨️

Some buttpats always feels good, huh? 🖤😗🖤
#abdlart #furryart #diaperlover

🐰Bunny butt - Reward🐰 #ABDL #diaperfur #diaper #babyfur

Lets all give a warm welcome to Blake the Bunny, @babyfurcon.com's 4th mascot!

Was a blast to get to design this kiddo , hope you all love 'em as much as I do!

i.. need to stop being so hard on myself. no, the bad thoughts won't win. i need rest. i need to let myself rest.

Oreo the bunny in their pamp sucking a pacifier

Why are bunnies such babyish critters? @mintythefloofkin.bsky.social