oh doy no wonder. I set my render size to 3840x3840 because I used the same file as my last render

it's not even that big it's just a short loop

i've rendered this darn animation 3-4 times already it's either gonna be ok or terrible at this point

if that Vrchat Raycast thing works on vertices then I can envision a way you can do stuff like turning into a ball with it.

Same way as how I can make current Ahmya turn into a ball, by raycasting onto a sphere.

Yeah! the idea of being sexualized and the experience of being sexualized doesn't really equate all of the time for me. Usually overwhelms me head until I decide how I feel about it.

So the story comes across less "This is a story about being parent" and more "This is a story where YOU are the parent".

This is probably a perspective distorted by social media?

I think the weird vibe I get from Pragmata comes from having not played it. I don't know what the MC looks like, or IS like. Almost all the buzz around it is around Diana.

This kind of makes me think that the MC is a stand in for the player to a higher degree than TLOU or dad of war.

I don't have strong opinions on Pragmata but I sense a sort of uneasy vibe around discussions of it.

I actually drew stuff today despite feeling miserable and sad lmao
Putty Woman Sam

tbh that makes the gacha system a lot more understandable.

I only just learned that cookie run kingdom is a some sort of combat game instead of a subway surferslike

My hot take on the digital circus, with very little supporting info, is that Kaufmo was probably an asshole prior to abstraction. I reckon Ragatha said his jokes weren't funny when he went too far while insulting someone.

It kinda exists beyond sexuality in a lot of ways

Been meditating on nature of sexuality as a result of all this recent Ahmya business and tbh I'm developing some wild new ideas about it

I don't have an inflated head kink!!!

Also someone asked for this, I hope it's the right ones?

Ahmya: "I'm tired of all these jokes about my giant hand. the first such instance was in 1956 where-"

The laws of physics are just another social pressure I'm gonna free myself of

One of the ideas that sticks with me is that if you can play with your anatomy safely, then there's no real reason not to! If you could inflate safely, why wouldn't you try it?

A first person view of from Fully Rubberized Ahmya. She's staring at her paw hands, one of which is many times larger than the other. Her other hand is in the palm of the bigger one, which highlights just how huge one is vs the other.

Similar to the first image but from a 3rd person view, showing that Ahmyas huge paw is practically the size of her severely inflated round torso.

It's kind of mesmerizing, the capability to balloon your anatomy to sizes that are wacky and exaggerated. To seamlessly turn body parts vital for survival and manipulation of the world into cartoon forms meant for play and to be experienced for their own sake.

hand paws hand paws hand paws

My giant hands fetish is an order of magnitude larger than my boobs fetish!!!

Fully rubberized Ahmya stretching her enlarged handpaw with her other, regulary-sized handpaw. She's pulling at two of the fingers and causing it to deform and stretch out in a wacky way.

PoV an incomprehensible rubber being is about to totally engulf your face in her stretchy handpaws (they smell like new tyres)

If you can't think of a good image description!!! Just use your surface thoughts!!! and add exclaimation marks!!!

Fully Rubberized Ahmya with her arms outstretched like she's about to give someone a hug. Her hands are many times their normal size.

Ahmya can resize her paw hands at will!!!

She mostly uses this for hugs!!! It feels great when someone holds your entire back in a single paw hand!! probably!!!

Fully Rubberized ahmya looking down at the camera on the ground, she's on all fours lifting her spherical torso into the air. Looking like she's about to pounce

PoV you're chased down by something incomprehensible.

I do like rolling inflatees forward so I can pat them on the head and tell them they did a really good job.

what they don't tell you about medusas is that their hair all used to be people who volunteered

Really abrasive and emotionally distant vore pred who disdainfully eats you at your request.

Only to find out his stomach is meticulously kept comfy for you. Bottled Drinks available, somehow smells lightly perfumed, cushioned even.