You have to accept some culpability for the failure. If you would have told me how you were feeling at any point I would have acted on it. You let our love slowly die and put the nail in the coffin by lying. I don’t think we got a fair shot.
I’m done feeling sorry for myself. She doesn’t deserve me. I still wish we could fix it but clearly she thinks she’s better off without me and she can’t own up to the lying. I don’t need someone like that as badly as I want her, unless they’re willing to make a change.
I’m done being a sad sack I’m just so fucking angry. Why would you lie to me
This anamanaguchi show is a henhouse the way there are so many eggs in the audience
Jane Remover playing Overwatch, call that Zaryacore
This sucks. I want to be happy. I miss her as my girlfriend. I miss my best friend. Or who I thought she was
She hurt me so badly and yet I know if she asked for me back right now I would give it another shot. Am I stupid or just optimistic
I keep thinking no one has loved me like she did, but then I think about all the times she lied, manipulated me and gaslit me and I don’t know how much of that was even real. Cheating hurts but when they’re unapologetic, finding out you don’t know someone you loved is its own kind of pain
girl whose heart has been fucking shattered but still has so much love to give
The fact that the hickeys were only on her torso means they definitely had a conversation about how to hide it lmaooo
I don't think a person can be poly by nature but I think a relationship can be poly. Saying you're a poly person has always felt like you're looking for like infinity stones to slot in your romantic gauntlet. Poly without communication is just cheating
All my experiences with poly have been bad but I'm starting to think I could do it if I knew I was being communicated with. Obviously that's at odds with my current life but l know I can make space in my heart, l've loved multiple people at once.
For every night that I held her through her self hating crashouts, she can’t do the same for me. I’m not a volatile person, I have been betrayed by the person I love the most.
Natalie turn down k when offered it challenge: completed
“I don’t think anyone sees it as me taking advantage of anyone.” Really. Because if I were to spirit away with someone and create a traumatic event in their partner’s life and then fuck that person, I think that would constitute taking advantage of a volatile situation.
As soon as I wasn’t beneficial to her or hurt her she moves on to the next person. Incredible
crazy that I forgave cheating and constant lying when she couldn’t forgive me for something she never told me about. How am I supposed to know what someone’s thinking if they never tell me
I’m giving my wife a chance to fix things because I know how it feels to want to try but not be given that chance. It’s not being stagnant, it’s not discarding or replacing someone. I want to say at least I tried.
I know I have fucked up and treated people so poorly. I just want a path to redemption, for any new slip up to not be read as refusing to change. All my friends hanging out and not wanting me there hurts so much even though they have that right because I’ve hurt all of them.
making a playlist for someone is an efficient way to make sure someday you hate 20 songs at once
Hey all, I’m not super active here but I’m a trans woman facing homelessness and anything helps. Please share/support if you can.
gofund.me/43b1c120f
we do tummy tuesday over here too, yeah?
girl who feels like shit but it’s not covid so she’s at work
and she’s biting into weiss
it’s fucked up that you can’t do drafts on here bc what am i supposed to do with the disgusting lesbian smut posts I write and then delete to instead post “me and whooo”
that’s her! junlper!!
of course i’m a slut for attention! that’s my primary dopamine activator!!
i’m both and as a trans woman it’s now your civic duty to follow me
are there dog girls here yet