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It was worth in myriad ways

Unbelievably cute and funny art of my model with its new hairstyle in a hotdog milkshake (that I did make for a streamiversarython milestone punishmereward and its was awful and this makes it look so much better than it actually went down) from @milquegh0st.bsky.social

I've historically been awful at giving myself real time to decompress
Almost every waking moment I have the urge to work on something related to streaming and related projects
I gave myself the whole day to do things strictly for fun (imagine)
My little Icarus house

Yes I worked at GameStop how did you know • Moonlighter 2

So many of the things i'm afraid of,
things weighing on me, new or old, are self-inflicted. Nothing involved is reaching out to me, telling me I should be scared or crushed by them.
I'm the one giving them that control -- that influence.
I've given coasting a chance. It stops.

ProStoic is a giant Pomeranian driving a human meat mech! And here are the reasons why. Exhibit A: He has very, very fluffy hair, so it's like fluffy dog fur! Exhibit B: He has sharp fangs! Very sharp fangs! Exhibit C: When he's happy, he smiles wide and move around a lot, so his hair looks almost like a tailwag! Therefore, quod erat demonstrandum! ProStoic is clearly just a giant Pomeranian driving a human meat mech this whole time! In case this is not clear, this is a silly little joke.

I've been telling @prostoic.bsky.social 's community about the reason why he's just secretly a giant Pomeranian piloting a human meat mech suit the whole time, and now I've decided to finally explain it quickly to them on my notebook.

I rest my case.

Break happening now, back at 6P EST / 11P GMT or sooner
"What game after break" poll is up, pretty even votes atm
Choices:
* Resident Evil Requiem
* STALKER 2
* State of Decay 2
* Icarus
* Look Outside
Come vote, it matters

Resident Evil Requiem happening in 10< minutes
Break after, then YOU pick my game after break
Thanks, appreciate you, thanks

ProStoic - Twitch 🤍 3rd STREAMIVERSARYTHON + YT PARTNER + NEW HAIR DEBUT DAY 13 ✦ Cult of the Lamb ➝ Resident Evil Requiem (part 1?) ➝ Break ➝ YOU pick game

🔥🔥🔥 LIVE NOW 🔥🔥🔥
🤍 www.twitch.tv/prostoic

🤍 3rd STREAMIVERSARYTHON + NEW HAIR DEBUT + YT PARTNER CELEBRATION ✦ DAY 13
☕ Streamer in chill mood = ASMR mode is on
✧ Cult of the Lamb ➝ Resident Evil Requiem (first time) ➝ Break ➝ YOU pick game
▸◕ In 1ish hours
🤍 www.twitch.tv/prostoic

"The road to healing is going to be a long one."
"Stay the course."
"You will make it, someday."
"Just remember -- that you've made it this far."
"-- And its just a bit farther now."
"Lets finish this."
"I am on your side."

How a normal person sounds • Outlast Trials ft. Ninu_VT Lunatodd

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🤍 Stoic stream schedule • M 4/20
⬩ M 4/20: Cult of the Lamb + Resident Evil Requiem (1st time) + more
⬩ W 4/22: CotL + LOTR Return to Moria w/ giveaway + more
⬩ F 4/24: CotL + Metro Exodus + REPO w/ @bunnibana.bsky.social @silverblossom.bsky.social
⬩ Su 4/26: CotL + Subnautica (1st time) + more

Cancelling stream today (Sunday). Need the time.
Stream tomorrow, normal subathon start time.
Schedule will go up when next awake.

✦ Accepting has a cost.
✧ Pay it, and you'll have me to the ends of the earth.
✦ Refuse, and you'll never know what you're capable of.
✧ Before answering, remember: you called out to me.
《 Will you carry the fire? 》

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Thank you for 1700 Twitch followers 🤍

Though i'm near the upper limit of what my soul can juggle at once, theres no risk of me giving up or in to any of the things pressing on me.
Even if its not clear when or if these slowly increasing weights will ease off, i'm still holding.

I have to keep holding. ...

I appreciate that Pali 🤍

Big overflowing barrels of thanks to w0lferz @palihimbo.bsky.social Hokobishu for night's raids
It was a bit of a weird day for me but we made it through
We dropped peeps off at @keefbeefvt.bsky.social, Hades II'ing
Next stream Sunday, including first time trying Resident Evil Requiem 🤍

On break, back at 5:30Pish EST or sooner w/ whatever YOU decide (polls up on stream now)
Choices are:
• Look Outside
• Stalker 2
• Wasteland Bites
• Subnautica
• No Man's Sky
Once back from break, we're doing an Expeditions Rome giveaway 🤍

Back in 5m for Expeditions Rome sponsor stream ➝ Break for a bit ➝ Expeditions Rome key giveaway ➝ Finishing off the night with whatever game you pick for me during break's poll!~

ProStoic - Twitch 🤍 3rd STREAMIVERSARYTHON + YT PARTNER + NEW HAIR DEBUT DAY 11 ✦ Cult of the Lamb ➝ Expeditions Rome ➝ Break ➝ Expeditions Rome giveaway #Ad

🔥🔥🔥 LIVE NOW 🔥🔥🔥
🤍 www.twitch.tv/prostoic

🤍 3rd STREAMIVERSARYTHON + NEW HAIR DEBUT + YT PARTNER CELEBRATION ✦ DAY 12
🎙️ Streamer in downtempo mood, ASMR mode is on
✧ Cult of the Lamb ➝ Expeditions Rome ➝ Break ➝ Expeditions Rome key giveaway ➝ YOU pick game
▸◕ In 1ish hours
🤍 www.twitch.tv/prostoic

#VTuber #ENVTuber #VSky

In the grand scheme of things it wasn't that long ago when I was at total mercy to a constant stream of negative thoughts and feelings about myself.
I retrained how my mind worked and made it kind to my soul with effort and care.
I live to teach others how to do this too.

#Stoicism #VTuber

I'm going through a strange period in my life.
I've gone through similar; though some of the beats are new, i'll work through them.
I understand i'm not alone, though some of my path requires I walk it that way.
I may seem off on streams for a while.
I'll take breaks if I need.

You will be calm, my heart.
Be silent, let me hold you, stilled.
Let me turn the things pressing on you over, and explain them softly, one by one.
What runs through you after isn't ice, its silver, cooling, mending cracks.
As many times as you need.
It may be many times still.

Nature is scary • Palworld

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Not-me-showing-you-this-big-cool-priceless-gem-I-found-underground-and-then-feeling-compelled-by-it-to-push-you-down-a-pits-worth of thanks to devs Turbine, Inc for review copy of Lord of the Rings: Return to Moria, a Dwarven survival crafting adventure; showcasing soon!

Break time, back at 6PMish or sooner
Prison Architect key giveaway after back
"You pick my game" poll is up for 8m on stream, choices are:
• Prison Architect
• Ball x Pit
• Star Trucker
• KuloNiku Bowl Up!
• Retro Rewind
We'll play whatever you decide after giveaway