Hopefully FWA will be a good mental reset for me. Currently feeling so lost and lonely

Feeling so fucking empty

I feel like I'm just sitting around, waiting for the day I die. I enjoy almost nothing in life anymore. Nothing really brings me joy.

This is just me getting my thoughts out. Not a cry for help, I'm just tired.

I know deep down I have friends that care, and would be upset if anything happened to me. But the feeling is still there. I can't really talk about these things to anyone directly anymore. But I've kept things suppressed for so long, I gotta let em out somehow.

It's nearly impossible for me to really talk to anyone anymore. Even the few people I try to reach out to frequently, I typically feel unwanted. I just can't shake the feeling that I have no one. The loneliness is killing me.

Feels impossible to be happy anymore. I'm just a broken, empty shell of who I use to be.

Don't forget to cuddle your nearest big cat to keep you warm~ 🐱🔥

🐺 @sozan.bsky.social
🪡 @madefuryou.com

Still a collie ✔️
Ears still floppy ✔️
But something seems….different when I look at myself in the mirror 😳

Only 1 more week until this doggy flies back home to @alesslexie.bsky.social, so just having a little TFTuesday fun being a different doggy 🥰
#fursuit

Meow? 🐱

🪡 @madefuryou.com

I feel so worthless. I know I have friends that care, but I still feel so incredibly lonely.

Considering selling my suit 🙃

I can fix him.

🐱: @sochi.bsky.social
📷: @novadrox.bsky.social
#FursuitFriday

Espresso Depresso today. I wish it wasn't so difficult to look past the downs of a con. Ending the con poorly just causes it to overshadow everything and ruin my mood and memories of the con 😭

Ya'll want some boba~? 🧋🐾

🪡 @madefuryou.com

Waiting for everyone else to get here! 😏

🪩🔮 Dreamy deer is now available for you! 🥰🦌🫵

#FursuitFriday

🛠️: @madefuryou.com
📷: @carohossphotos.bsky.social

👀

Life has felt so damn empty these last two years....

Sometimes you gotta keep the commentary to a minimum so you don't bother the neighbors.
@novadrox.bsky.social
🎨: @neelix.bsky.social

After you're done appreciating your raccoon, you can do this to him.
@novadrox.bsky.social
🎨: @neelix.bsky.social

#FCF

Bigscreen Beyond 2e: VRChat Edition Shopping screen

BLUESKY GIVEAWAY:

- 1 Bigscreen Beyond 2e: @vrchat.com Edition (no 10 years of VRC+, sorry).

As long as Bigscreen can ship to you, you're eligible.

RULES:
- must be following me on Bluesky
- must RT this post

you must be comfortable with me ordering it for you!

If any friends or mutuals have MFF room space, lemme know please 🥺
(Main, Hilton, or Embassy)

If any friends or mutuals have MFF room space, lemme know please 🥺
(Main, Hilton, or Embassy)

I need to find a main hotel room for MFF 🥺

An orange striped hyena fursuiter laying across a green corduroy beanbag chair.

What if we kissed on the yeen bag chair? 👉👈

#MFYMonday

Look at this cute doggy :3

📸 @epsolefolfsky.bsky.social

I'm not cute 🥺

Look at this cute doggy :3

📸 @epsolefolfsky.bsky.social

Burnt out. Kinda sick of everything. Even still, I'll keep going anyway.

Remember to stop and smell the flowers (fennecs)~ ☀️🦊🌻✨

📸 - @novadrox.bsky.social