Hey guys, I'm still around. Working on getting caught up on everything. I feel like every time I post these I jinx myself lmao.
I think I'm finally seeing a light at the end of the tunnel that is all my..health bs.
I think. I hope. Good god I hope so. I have things to do.
Why is it every time I start pondering if I could risk a US trip to see my friends, SOMETHING changes to further solidify that it's probably a very bad idea?
First it was covid, then cheeto's other bs, annnnnd yeah no I'm not having a run in with ICE the first time I fly out of Canada. No thank you
Reposting the image with alt text. So EVERYONE can see which of the thirteen airports will have ICE agents on site
Well...I've had the doctors appointment that I was so...Irked about. I'm exhausted now, and dont feel too great.
After some rest though it's back to the grind. I havent been at the desk NEAR as often as I keep hoping, but hopefully soon we can get back to our regularly scheduled programming :(
Many hugs for you if you want em <3
I've felt this pretty hard myself for a long time, this year so far especially
It suuuuucks so much
:O
I'm gonna have to try that out the next time I'm working on stickers, see how much time it saves me not having to erase my way out of whack lines
:O
I'm gonna have to try that out the next time I'm working on stickers, see how much time it saves me not having to erase my way out of whack lines
Progress has been slow. But good!
Trying to be nicer to myself and remind myself that I am working full time right now and trying to balance everything else on what amounts to partially paralyzed legs; so I'm allowed to be tired and rest when needed.
I'm always super nervous regardless though
I'll be using this week to get fully caught up on edits again ONLY. As I'm still working full time while my coworker recovers.
Thank you everyone for being so understanding the last while while I had so much pile up. I'm embarrassed to admit I did get a touch overwhelmed for a while.
FINALLY figured out the render issues I have been having (I think, I'm almost certain this issue will pop up again eventually, because Adobe). So edits will be rolling out this week.
FRIGGIN FINALLY
huuuuuuuuge weight off of my brain, with everything else going on, this was making me nervous af
Back at the desk for a bit today, with lots to do. Let's see how much I can get done <3
That being said, I think I could handle full time? Felt pretty okay most of yesterday so I'd think I'd just need more getting used to it time and I could still balance everything if need be.
That eases my brain a little bit.
Finally back at the desk more this weekend!
Appears its a smidgen too soon to be working full time on a hip that I partially dislocated just a couple weeks ago.
I'm handling it during the day for the most part, but its very sore and uncomfy by the end of the day.
And sleeping on my right side is a hell no.
Wild. Haha
We're down a coworker for the week so...I'm trial running full time. Many hours.
My body isn't used to it so I feel...a bit...exhausted.
I'm so tired xD
BUT - Plus is i think my body would let me get used to it. Just need time.
Bear with me while I focus on making sure I don't fall apart. 💜
Would like today to be over thanks
Having done some serious math...I can save about a third of what I'd need to, for our hopeful housing plan to go through. Thats as is right now, without the hope of my hours going up.
So I'm thinking I might post icon comms here soon too if anyone would be interested at all ^_^
Man February has been really rough. Sorry everyone for all the delays and things. :( I promise I haven't forgotten all of you, I've just got a ton on the brain right now and juggling tasks has been hard.
Feel like I can see the end of the tunnel though!
I'm still doing some fiddling so not everything's on there yet, but my Etsy shop is open again! Due to tariffs, my physical items are down until I figure out logistics. But still, if you'd like to order anything, you can order through there or my KoFi!
www.etsy.com/shop/RhiasAr...
I have my final 2 edits in the final stages to be sent out (probably tonight). After that commissions are open again. I'll need as much work as I can get.
The membership thing on KoFi that I'd like to start - I'm still working out how that'll work with tariffs. But the collections theme is Spring.
On top of everything else going on, we're in need of new housing in the next 8 months or so. And I'm gonna need to save as much money as I can as I will not have much option for help.
So I've updated my KoFi goal, and I'll be reopening my Etsy store for digital works only.
ko-fi.com/rhia0917/goa...
Felt this in the last month. Holy crap its been insane.
I'm tryin' though ;;w;;
Still working really hard. Should be able to throw edits at people in the next day or two.
I dont wanna jinx it but I think things are calming down a liiittle now. Work hours are back to normal for now.
Still got some health stuff, and we may have to move - but other than that...eeee....
Finally have a few days off work and my leg is feeling a ton better than it was (I'm still a little stressed though ngl). And family member is on the mend as well.
Things are settling down enough I can focus on editing again for a bit <3
Busy weekend this weekend. Apologies for not saying a ton. Sundays are my social media days now but today we're finally having our family Christmas after postponing twice lmao so...
Ye
I'll reply to everyone when I can ❤
I showed you a photo yesterday but - setup revamp on my end. And making a list of stickers so I can work on those.
There's also an anime con I would like to attend that just opened artist alley applications so...I really gotta get things sorted lol 😆
I think it's time for me to go to bed, watch Catherine O'Hara movies, and have a nice long nap. Maybe I'll feel better in the morning. Maybe.
My heart is so broken. And I don't have words other than that. I don't even know about energy. 💔
illustration of Catherine O'Hara as Delia Deetz for the Beetlejuice Tarot card, "Queen of Swords"
💔
I'm in the same boat, but at the same time I only got 5 hours of sleep last night and I'm tired so I really kinda don't care too lol
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