i need to visit the seaside and listen to the sound of the waves this year or else i will turn to dust

Trixie Mattel saying “I live in the United States, and…”

when people ask me what’s wrong:

happy 6 months top surgery anniversary ✨ best thing i ever did for myself.

happy six weeks post top surgery aaaa, where'd the time go? next week hopefully i'll get permission to start bench pressing and running again 🤞🏻

is it top surgery recovery boredom or do i really want to try to run a 5k? tune in to find out.

one week and one day post-op, today for the first time i:
• showered
• changed bandages by myself
• walked 1 mile

i can't wait to get these top surgery drains out 😭 hate them so much. just four more days.

A picture of Bugs Bunny in a tuxedo with the words: I wish all Billionaires a very Lose all of their money

oncologist appointment tomorrow... then work party immediately after. talk about whiplash. i keep going through periods of being blissfully unaware then remembering and getting stressed again. it's all preventative - its fine.

recovery plans anticipating spending a lot of time on the couch:
• watch all of transformers movies in chronological order
• rewatch star wars clone wars
• finish ds9
• play legend of zelda: breath of the wild for the first time
• finish reading Babel for bewk club
• sleep a lot

coming back to bluesky after so long and saw my last post. happy to say my surgery is in two months 🥹

gosh i am so nervous. i really hope my plans for top surgery work out smoothly.

how do i not be tired all the time? 😭

chugging chamomile tea in hopes i'll fall asleep 😩 its been hard trying to fall asleep the past few days, but i think after tomorrow maybe i'll sleep easier... after i get the news i've been waiting for.

Harmonium The Musical brings Deaf representation and accessibility - Can I Play That? Harmonium: The Musical is designed with d/Deaf representation and accessibility in mind, developer The Odd Gentlemen shares details.

You may have missed the announcement of Harmonium The Musical in the cacophony of The Game Awards.

Starring a young Deaf musician and visualized music, it brings representation and accessibility through sign language and many accessibility features.

went out with the intention to buy new pants and a holiday outfit but instead am going home with big body dysmorphia and gender dysphoria. at least my wallet is thanking me 😔

Possessed Théoden from Lord of the rings sitting at his desk and looking dauntingly at the screen of his MacBook.

Monday mornings.

99 years old. i always thought she'd live forever. the waiting is unbearable. cancer sucks.

honestly struggling today. i'm traveling to see my grandmother this weekend... it's looking like she may not transfer to a nursing home but staying in the hospital. while the care is better at there, idk if that's better or worse. it's going to be really hard not to cry.

kinda surprised i'm not water but the innate personality traits are all so true 🌞

HOW VERY DARE

I just finished One Piece's Thriller Bark saga for the first time. Brook's flashback episodes with the Rumbar Pirates and Calico Yorkie...... that shit hurted.

Image of blue haired half-elf wearing an armor with crop top, standing on a boat surrounded by torches. They are using their hand to shield their eyes or look closer at the approaching scene that's off-screen.

Image of blue haired half-elf wearing an armor with crop top, standing on a boat.

[bg3] obsessed with this crop top armor. thank you cinematic cut scenes.

accidentally overtipped my hair stylist by 4x but too socially anxious to accept her offer to get half of it back ☠️ its fine. she deserves it!!

okay three days of being a total messy puddle from depression is getting old. i'm going to attempt to get myself together. haircut today after work. try to do 1 load of laundry. cook that kielbasa for dinner if it didn't go bad.

Hey you wanna maybe hold hands and look at the weather app with me

struggling real bad today with depression. making myself cook. turns on oven to make something from scratch for the first time in weeks. painstakingly puts together meal in pan. turns around to put it in oven and realize i didn't hit "start" for it to preheat. can't win today lol.

akkadjdj i fixed it!! halsin returned to my camp and i still have all my XP from mountain pass 😭 1 of out 2 characters i wanted isn't bad

Yesss. I'd recommend that to anyone to fully enjoy the game. Unfortunately, it's looking like it might be a quest bug causing Halsin to leave my camp, so no amount of save scumming will fix it. Rip :(

[bg3] i likely lost my chance to romance astarion and just found out halsin left my camp. this is the darkest timeline 😭😭😭 ready to set fire to my entire run. is it worth redoing almost 90 hrs of play to get what i want ugh sasjjddjjd