happy 4/20 everyone who's high and eating food and beating their shit

i am praying i love you BE SAFE

Simon has left the band and whats worse Alvin said our band is called Alvin and the Chipmunk now. like im just a thing

It was pretty mid.

blind watching a random horror movie. nothing remarkable so far but also pretty intrigued? enough to not give up yet

this is your pilot speaking. Are you mad at me.

he’s home and stable now. just. yeah.

dad went to the hospital again & if he goes another time his doctor told me DNRs and hospice are gonna be a conversation

using this to tell yall i passed

oomf was taking a ged at the same time i was rewatching season 7 supernatural and he came to tell me “I PASSED” at the same time i came to tell him “he’s gone” after bobby died

wish me LUCK science ged in t minus 40 mins

In all seriousness, one thing that might be worth doing today:

Tell your Reps and Senators to call Adm. Richard Correll, the Commander of U.S. Strategic Command, which controls the nation's nukes, and remind him of *his* unique responsibility to refuse an illegal order.

Called my rep and said "I am concerned about the President's posts about committing genocide and would like my reps to invoke the 25th Amendment to remove him from office" and the guy was like "okay I'll pass that along, is there anything else" and I was like no that's pretty much it

praying that the eye doc tomorrow puts me back on antibiotics bc i swear thats all that fucking helps with this shit

hey so if i become supremely evil, know that it was justified

my science GED is scheduled for 4/8!

a medieval style digital drawing of an androgynous brown-skinned knight on horseback on a hill, stabbing a long gold spear into a blue dragon on the ground. the knight has a gold halo behind their head and wears a suit of silver armor with a nonbinary flag striped tunic and a trans flag as a cape. their horse is white, with blue tack with trans pride trim. there is black gothic text at the top and bottom of the image reading “A world without trans people has never existed and never will.” there’s an ornate pale blue border around the image, filled with pink and blue scrollwork, gold hearts filled with colorful flowers, a smiley bat, two smiley moles, and two smiling frogs holding up trans flags.

a world without trans people has never existed and never will

getting tired of getting screamed at for tiny mistakes when i’m the one keeping this shit afloat ngl

if anyone has any Studying tips please lmk. i realized today i am kind of BAD AT IT!!!!

i now understand how to balance a chemical equation (kind of???) and physics i still want to make disappear but more work on that tomorrow.

i also looked up some stuff on khan academy and i think that’ll help me well enough with chemistry and physics to skirt by those sections — which it does seem like it’s really really basic stuff. the majority of the science ged seems like logic and reading comprehension with a sprinkle of those

anyway all this to say: i locked in and it started feeling less. like suffocating?? ending the day feeling better than i started and more capable

i know i know “yeah dude obviously” look my brain goes 10294 miles an hour. also im realizing i didnt really do this in high school. study i mean. like i dont think i knew how to? not with my unmedicated adhd 😭 and i was a good enough test taker that i remembered things well and got by

update …. turns out reading carefully is in fact required in understanding questions

sabrina carpenter i adore you so!

I THINK THATS THE IDEA BUT ITS ALSO MAKING ME LIKE !?!?!? i need physics FOR THIS?

these flashcards are so much harder than that gedready test hello???

i think he’s really struggling with the loss of independence and i don’t know what to do. i don’t think i can do anything more than i am doing. he’s a deeply independent and prideful man and he probably (almost definitely) has kidney disease and i wish i could fix it all

he just asked me how to call his phone from the remote, and he was convinced he could do that. and then he was frustrated on how to change the channel, but couldn’t figure out what he meant or how to communicate it to me and i can see him getting more frustrated with himself…

my dad is so confused still and sometimes he’s so lucid and i can see he’s really struggling and it’s breaking my fucking heart