Hk just wanna curl up in a ball and bedrot for a few days.

Bored. Got stood up again. Annoyed.

Everything is up and posted

I love it when men use fish / cigar pics in their dating profiles. Makes them MUCH easier to weed out. Ooh! Also the ones who only post group pics, or have zero pictures that show their whole faces!

I just want to stop thinking.

Come find me on tiktok. The first one is my main, the second is my fic account. I'm bored.

Wish I had someone that I could trust to stay with me tonight. I need to not be alone right now.

Had to have my kid hospitalized for her mental health today.

I'm not doing so well.

Having my child evaluated for hospitalization because I'd rather say goodbye for a little while than have to say goodbye forever.

I'm spiraling, and trying not to let her notice.

I need a distraction.

I'm working on fanfic for the first time, and I had to write a really tough chapter. I haven't had any idea where this story was going at all, just acted on a vague idea, and it went and got dark on me.

Anyway, do I know anyone who watches anime, (specifically hxh) and could read something for me?

Man my paranoia is really kicking in. Reminding myself tgat what I'm worried about is simply not possible doesn't help

I have decided to try writing anime fanfic. I'm having fun writing Illumi so far. www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8gJQG5N/

When my youngest was 4, she hid in a bush outside my apartment when I turned around for a second... I swear my heart almost exploded. We had a very serious conversation after that

Heres the link if youre interested www.tiktok.com/@anime.heath...

Yes! He's not one of my favorite characters, but he's the one I had an idea for. I made a second tiktok account for it, not sure if it's any good

I just started today, dk if it's going anywhere, it's a second person pov Illumi (Hunter x Hunter) fic.

Kay, so apparently I write fanfic now 🙃

I want something that I don't want to want. It's very very confusing. I can't have it, which is a good thing (in theory) because it would be very bad for me and I *know* that. But I *want* it. In an obnoxiously consuming way. How do I make it stop?

Horrifying

A Place to Belong in I Must Belong Somewhere Bright Eyes wrote “everything, it must belong somewhere” but I have never felt like I belong anywhere… perhaps I am the exception that proves the rule. …

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I don't belong in this world

My legs are so swollen that my feet are tingling.

I find you in the words of those you never knew I find you in the shadows of my dreams I find you in my memories of days so long ago I find you though I try to turn away If only I could lose your name to time that passes by Nevermore to think of you again Leave you in the shadows where my feelings ought to be But still your memory persists three decades on Near two since last I saw your face it stays clear within my mind Your voice an echo in my brain How impossible it seems to make myself forget When the man stuck in my head is always you So, I'll find you in the quiet in the moments still as ice I'll find you in the chaos of my mind I'll find you in the knowledge that I don't exist to you When peace is all I really want to find

My baby is 14 today! It has been a crazy 14 years full of comments like "can I cannibalize you?" And "I hope your finger gets tuberculosis." But I wouldn't trade it for anything. I love this girl with my whole heart, and I can't wait to see what comes next!

Okay, it's getting pretty bad now.

Feeling like I'm too disgusting to exist.

Need to find a distraction.

Taking a break from unpacking to enjoy a new book. I'm so in love with the fact that a Manga author wanted to introduce people to more authors.

Because reading is what? FUNDAMENTAL!

#read #books #edogawaranpo #bungoustraydogs #bsd