if i saaaay water the roses is an arr luha song...

my orb?

ohhhh im sleepy because its 3am in my home timezone... cruel world

my youngest daughter my bunso my beautiful babyyyy

i love robs house when i walk in here every single allergen-hating atom in my body instantly goes into attack mode (he has two cats and his mom has a golden retriever)

LOVE THE LOOP robs mom let a bus merge in front of us and a second one went through and she called them little piggies

no more lax terminal 6 hell tunnel 🥺 all these people flying into la for the first time for fanfest wont know about her my beautiful hell tunnel

we are taxiing goodbye everypuppy i wuv u

got to the gate, gate agent said nuh uh your bag wont fit into our constantly downsizing sizer. get in line. girl in front of us has a bag the same size but not tagged. get to the plane door. flight attendant behind us and luggage crew look at it and go ???? thats so small why did they tag that

wowowowow give it up for airports and airlines everywhere no one else does dehumanization like youuuuuu

jesus christ what is that

my airport cwasson

traveling to the states is so so so scary these days wauuuu im scared snuffleee i have to open cookie wun

waughhh i gotta pack tomorrow and clean my room ..

which is really truly a Me problem but there is nothing quite like the othering that comes with being a second gen+ immigrant that grew up entrenched in a western white community

when i get therapy again it would be coolawesome to have a therapist that has some specialty in the diaspora experience cause ough the mixed reactions im seeing to the collab is bringing up my issues again

i got a haircut yesterday my pigtails are short now 🙂‍↕️

WAITTTTT WAIIIUUUT ROB GOT A PICTURE OF HERRRR HER FACE WAS SO SWEET

hehe there are flower buds on the magnolia trees in my neighborhood now

HER NAME IS PEAAAACH IM GONNA SOBBBBBB

THERES A DPGG A DOGGGYYYY THERES A DOGGY AT CHATIMEEE

they put the tsuritama boys in my ispy video game...

me and polly to be honesttttt

shes not on patrol this time shes looking after grandpapa cocodog and his crab

theres a 50/50 chance everytime i enter the kitchen and turn the lights on either a fat rat will scuttle through (actual mouse) or a fat rat will scuttle through (my aunts dog who obsessively mouses)

thank you my beloved everypuppy for validating me and giving me likes .. i am the most normal mentally ill girl you know . no one else does it like me: Normal

rob got an ad for a meal prep service specifically targeted at women in toronto which is like ok why women specifically also he is not (as far as he claims) a woman and also hes not in toronto. but now hes looking at recipes from it

(clearly has something wrong going on with her anyway) why did my partner flashbang me with an image of mac and cheese on his 100% brightness phone

and i know theres like multiple ways a mental illness can manifest and also i guess theres two definitions for this?? but i have the concotion of other brain stuff going on where i have to ant death spiral over possibly being a fraud

hiii im back again (lying in bed mode) see its like my psychiatrist diagnosed me with agoraphobia but when i look it up to see how other people live with it its like Oh i do not belong here . i see a lot of it being defined by panic attacks which is not my case