Was hit with a surprise bill it’s insane how frustrating it is it’s never ending Jesus Christ

Boosts appreciated darlings for the job hunting goober 😎

I WAS SO CONFUSED FOR A SEC HAHA

Thank you !! I was less confident this morning but I was very active today in sorting things out — I remain hopeful too !!

A lot is said about my disabilities and that’s great and all, but in the meantime it’s precariousness everywhere and it’s definitely not helping my health

I’d rather confront things head on, as scared as I am about it all, because this situation cannot continue

A lot of work is going on behind the scenes since I’m also looking for at least a part time job on the side

It’s going to tighten up the belt quite a bit to have being a freelance artist and also a job on the side but I don’t have the luxury of waiting for the State help process to finish

Yeah it’s definitely circumstantial, usually what I do is specify as well that it’s not about an interpersonal issue or something so it doesn’t cause that stress spike for people

It really is haha, I feel more comfortable knowing what I’m dealing with right off the bat

Suspense suspense we’ll see tomorrow but could I be currently coming down with a cold right now

Got my Covid booster and flu shot though so fingers crossed it’s just a random cold

It’s why whenever I talk to people if I am asking for a favour or anything like that I just state outright what it is

No dancing around and people are free to just ignore me if they prefer lmfao

“I need to talk to you” ok you’re kinda unfairly banking on the need for clarity here, but ultimately it depends on what we’re going to be talking about

Might be ok to talk about a subject but not another but if I answer it’s expected to be receptive to any outcome

I cracked the code and realised, beyond the bot aspect, why I dislike “hey” single word messages so much

It’s the same reason as to why I dislike “can I ask for a favour”/“I need to talk to you” without additional context: you’re not giving the person agency to engage depending on the topic

I keep in mind too that 99% of us aren’t media trained either, and/or aren’t trained public speakers, so things come out way more erratically instead of being voiced in a more diplomatic and/or formal manner

That train of thought emerged after a bit of self-derision while chatting with Kim and Jaws on stream

I was joking about how bitchy we could be haha, but thinking about it a bit more there’s an underlying climate that explains some of it

I can’t wait for the day(s) where I have a bit more visibility and stability

I often think about all the things I’ll do to make the flat properly feel like home and all the lesser stress

I’m working hard for that and I’m sinking my damn teeth in to make that happen fr fr

Dude I swear to god you have no idea how much I want it all to burn down

I THOUGHT SO TOO HAHA
Subscription economy my beloathed
They started doing it with PRINTERS after all

My dreams are usually very whacky in a comedic sense

This time I had moved into a new flat which had a fireplace but you could only use it if you paid for a 1000 euros subscription

One day one day, sooner rather than later hopefully fr

I know right ?? It’s absolutely scandalous that I don’t

You know what would fix me ?

Big chonky combat boots

I have so many outfits that desperately need them

I’m fine, I experience this pretty regularly, it’s just sometimes a bitter sweet reminder as to why I try to spend as much time as possible with loved ones

Since I’m a bit groggy from poor sleep I’m having a bout of anticipatory grief (I’m pretty sensitive to that) so it’s going to be lovely to hang out with the homies tm this evening

I ignore the DemBot automatic follow accounts but god the
like/unlike/like-spam-on-posts accounts so you notice them are so damn annoying

Literally notification pollution

I think introspection is fertile political soil as any reactionary movement (and attitude) seeks to remove self-actualisation as much as possible

Being able to critically examine yourself is a huge step towards being good at critical thinking in general

Helping to make the world a better place starts with ourselves after all !

We cannot expect to improve the world by taking a good, critical look at it if we aren’t willing to do so with our own behaviour

Cooking a take these days about how introspection is inherently political

That topic was probably discussed by academics before, but it’s definitely one I want to put to the forefront a bit more and elaborate on because this era of thoughtlessness and self-centredness cannot continue