For now, I just want to send my never ending love to everyone. Keep being the wonderful, caring, fantastic and beautiful people I know you all are.

Love, August ❤️ 5/5

I’ve been working so hard on myself these past five months and I wish I could have been the person I am right now for the three years I was in the fandom. Maybe someday I’ll have the privilege of getting to know all of you again. 4/5

The outpouring of love I’ve be the lucky recipient of over the last few years will stay with me forever. There were some bad moments here and there but the overwhelming majority of my time here was genuinely amazing. 3/5

I spent a few hours today going through the comments on my fics and looking at the reviews on Etsy for my OFMD art, and all I can say is that I don’t think I ever felt so genuinely accepted and supported before I found this fandom. 2/5

I wasn’t planning on using this account again, but I don’t like how I left things. It’s unlikely I’ll be reentering the fandom so this will be my last post. I’d deleted all my social media apps in January, so I’m only just now seeing the incredibly kind DMs from people checking in. Thank you ❤️ 1/5

If I come back it’ll be when all this is behind me and I feel safe and happy again. I loved this space for nearly 3 years and I plan to reclaim that love eventually.

I posted a few days ago about stepping back from the fandom while I tried to deal with my mental health and I’m more adamant than ever that I need to do that now. >

Being accused of trying to end someone’s life by outing them for sex work is by far the worst thing anyone has ever said about me. I don’t know where to even begin with how deeply painful and triggering reading those words about me were. >

I’m not okay, but I will be. Thank you to everyone who reached out in comments and via DMs. I’m getting the help I need to deal with everything that’s happened. >

I don’t want people running to her DMs to defend me, I just want people to know that what is being said about me, literally STILL being said about me in even more posts, it’s not true. She might truly believe it is but I promise, from the depths of my soul that it’s Not. True.

My voice is gone from crying, I can’t stop shaking. I’m truly in such a bad place right now. Why would I invite this back into my life, why would I ruin my own mental health like this when I know how badly it would play out if I did what I’ve been accused of. >

I’ll be seeking legal advice tomorrow. This has reached the point of defamation and my mental health is so bad that I’m genuinely scared right now.

To accuse me of manipulating you into s*icide when you know my sister's dad k*lled himself and my family deals with that trauma every day. To say I would EVER push you to k**l yourself is just so horrifying, disgusting, & against my entire character.

I truly can't deal with this anymore. I'm done.

I’ve been offline for several days and have just been sent a link of a post by Mira accusing me of outing her as a sex worker during that time. I DID NOT OUT HER. I did not share that information with the person she anonymously told it to. I would NEVER publicly out someone for sex work. >

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