I fucking hate my dead oshi

there were things i got up to do on pc but then the motivation went away...
oh well

i hate his stupid ass so much
him and his amazon prime subscription to the audacity.
makin my bestie and i cry our eyes out
and for what

#Vantacrow3D

... the only excuse i have for being dead on this app is because the mobile app logged me out and i cant remember my password and im too lazy to create a new one
but hello
hi
im alive
somehow
but am considering going on a complete online blackout someday because ya gurl going through it :')

😮‍💨 I did not want this

Was gonna go run errands today but im not feeling good ;-;
Loads of pain and other things

;-; missing dead oshi hours...
Been almost an entire year since he left and its just... not the same

Hearing my dead oshi in a video game is kinda wild yo

The way it hasn't even been 3 weeks since my last flow and now im getting it again 🫠

I forget how much pain im in after a whole day of work
I do plan to possibly quit before AX because they fucked over my PTO after I requested them not to pay me for a week while I was in Japan so ✌️
They can suck an egg.

... slept for a whole 6 hours, showered, and im just now having dinner 🫠
Hoping this week i can get readjusted to pst 🙏

I am so tired but I cant sleep yet cuz im trying to get readjusted to the time zone change 🫩
Its the downside about traveling to Asia yo...

Sibling and I were so hungry when we woke up this morning we just settled on some taco bell....

Last flight!!
Jet lag is kicking my ass...

The damage has been done...

.... whoever is driving this specific yamanote rrain today is absolutely wild... I've never experienced so much movement and speed on this route omgl

There are so many drunk people on the train today 🥲
Punishment for us staying out so late

Sibling: *explaining cinnamoroll lore* .... and my siblings are clouds.... rightfully so (as they poke my arm fat)
Me: 😭😭😭

This bitch about to cry

Not me using my pj shorts because japan has no shorts or leggings in my size 😭😭😭

We shopping today ❤️🖤

This movie needs to be injected into my veins i swear

ITS TODAY
AFTER MANY MONTHS OF WAITING
QN MOVIE HERE WE COME
#utapri #カルナイ

ただいま

On the flight to Japan now 🙏
Watched a movie, took a nap, now just trying to stay up to go through the entire process of passing through immigration and getting to the airbnb

Im also not someone to be doing things in my sleeps besides a bit of sleep talking on a very rare occasion so more is added to the mystery

If it happens again tonight, I might just keep it off entirely while sleeping and use other means as an alarm cuz this is weird.

This is so weird
This is 2 nights in a row now where i wake up with the wifi on my phone on..... I change it to airplane mode each night so it doesn't heat up and only turn on the services when I wake up.
I just checked to see if maybe I had it to where the wifi stays on when I change it but no...

My job is just not worth it anymore
I want out

Happy 26th anniversary to #SpongeBob! Had to do another season poster for this occasion #art