actually had 6 squares of the choc, and IKEA MEATBALLS!!!!

i also know that if bf sees that i have relapsed he will think its his fault and i cant have that

i really really want to relapse rn

everything feels like so mych and i know it would make me feel i have control

brownie otd !

gm chat! finally got over my new fear and weighed myself, only gained 1.5kg and im PRAYING its just water weight (its not)

brekky!!

"mexican parmi" , a mint slice cookie, and my advent calendarrrr!!

i felt so sick after eating dinner it was so much fuckin food omg

we couldnt find them here either D: we checked like 3 stores so maybe not :(

hehee its heavennnn, also put mint extract in the icing MMMMMM

i feel so stupid ruining all my progress. im too fat to "recover", and im not even disordered istfg

06.12.24

breakfast of ur fav fat girl

about 500 cal for this tiny brownie but GOD is it good

work xmas dinner today... plus a brownie... plus something else maybe

if only i could restrict again FML

although i rlly dont think i listened to much doja at alll

YAYAYYAYYAAY wrapped day

wasnt as fun as other years, also sad i wasnt 0.005% this yearr ::(

literallu omfggg
i forget how much of an asshole walt is everytime, but jesse is just a boy frfr

no bingo D:

that suckss im sorry D: my parents dont know but thankfully my friends dont judge me for it anymore

omgomg another breaking baddd :D me and bf are rewatching currentlyyy !

nooo not the sick and twisted edition fat 😨 also fair for the margarine, safe food doesnt count

noo thats fair, i feel like i'd maybe enjoy flavoured black coffee 🤔 also YIPPEEEE $B

yayay 2 bingos ‼️ glad to see more klepties hehe

im ngl idk what trans fat even is (🏳️‍⚧️😦) but thats probably why the wrap tastes so good 😭

noo so close :'(

havent taken an actual shit in like 5 days PLEASEE i just need yo know my actual weight

pros of my fav wrap:
• yummy
• scrumptious

cons:
• apparently the worst thing i could ever eat ???

actually it was probably the "well i've already screwed up" mindset ....

idek what happened but ig need to kms

omggg so close 😔😔 but yayyy im excited for u hehe

YIPPEEEEE hehe

ugh thats silly :/ if only they just did their job (that yall probably had to pay a fortune for)

okk casual flex 😭 /j im just jelly that spotify wrapped STILLL isnt out for this year ahhh

also scr!m #1 HELL YEAHHHH