Stupid ghost and his stupid stinky (b)ass guitar

[ #Art #Sketcg #Fanart ]
[ #CryptidCrush #MadhouseMike #RobynCryptidCrush ]

Bristle.

[ #Art #Comic ]
[ #HRT #Transgender ]

Nostalgia is a weapon. You don’t miss the early 2000s, you miss being a stupid child. You want to be stupid again. You want your parents to take care of you. You are 12.

A person stands in a white field with some yellow grass and dead bushes. They hold a fire axe in their right hand. They have short dark horns, their head is wrapped in a dark orange scarf. They are dressed in dark blue parka with light yellow fur on the neck, in dark green pants with patches and brown mukluks. On the front, dead bushes with red berries are seen, but blurred out.

Whatcha looking at?

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[ #OC ]

Four animals sit in a line. Left to right: a fluffy brown kitten with a bowtie collar, painted in a lesbian flag (hot orange, orange, yellow, white, light pink, darker pink, hot pink horizontal stripes) on the left, trans flag (blue, pink, white, pink, blue stripes) on the right and a carabiner on it. Next is a golden puppy with a transgender flag hankerchief on its neck; next is a white wool, black skin sheep with a trans flag in its mouth, an ally flag (red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple) with grey gradient label earrings and a silver earrings next to it. Next is a fluffy, grey possum with white head, pink nose, visible paws and tail, and a non-binary hat (yellow, white, purple, black horizontal stripes). The possum and sheep are holding paws. The text above reads "oh!"

A fluffy brown kitten sits and looks at the viewer. The text above says "kitty says "meow".

A golden retriever puppy sits with its tongue out. The text above says "puppy says "woof".

A fluffy opossum sits with its head turned upwards. The text above stays "possum says "grrrrr".

A ship with black skin and white fluffy wool sits. Its eyes are closed in bliss, it holds a transgender flag with horizontal stripes: blue, pink, white, pink, blue. The text above says "sheep says trans rights!"

[ #Art #Sketch ]
[ #Transgender #TransRights ]

I'm done grieving, time to laugh at my mom

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[ #Transgender ]

A vertical image. The background is bright red, with multiple horizontal lines, imitating trees. On the foreground, two birch trees, covered with eye-looking patterns in them. In between two tees, a turquoise person, leaning on the left, for the viewer, tree. They have messy hair, animal-like nose, no visible ears, and hold the nearest free with their hand, as if peeking from the side of it. The picture is covered with a wavy, multicoloured texture.

Staring is rude.

[ #Art ]

I told my mother I've started HRT. It's been stressful and I didn't expect to need comfort too.

Been a while since I've made quick shitty sketches for myself. Feels refreshing.

[ #Sketch #Comic ]
[ #Comfort #SelfIndulgent #Transgender #QueerArtist ]
[ #Moomin #Moominmamma ]

A person with a big hammer stares at the viewer. They cry. The image is busy with textures. The person and hammer are covered in a repeating "I'm so sorry" text. Above the person is text in yellow in a handwritten font: you get the kick out of it, don't you. Lower around the person is text in dark blue: I don't, I really don't, I want to be fine, forgive me.

#Art #Vent #MentalHealth #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BPD

I'm not a monster, I'm emotionally dysregulated, I need help and support and to ask for it properly. I need treatment. I'm afraid of being rejected. But if I get rejected, these people aren't for me and they'll hurt me. I deserve a good life and to recover.

Thank you for reading.

I'm surrounded by nice people who care about me and who help me. But it doesn’t change the state I’m in right now.

I've hurt a lot of loved ones, and I eat myself alive for it. It's hard to let go of guilt and to give space to acceptance, protecting others and, most importantly, myself.

I'm afraid of the stigma and being seen as a monster to be avoid at all cost. And I'm so pained that my friends and family haven't recognized my emotional dysregulation; that psychiatrists and psychologists at the mental hospital never diagnosed me. That I had no name for it, and no instruments.

I got new experiences in my life alongside new troubles

C-PTSD got confirmed by a psychologist I've been seeing for a while. ASD — by multiple practitioners and by the same psychologist after testing. And the hardest thing is to self-diagnose Borderline Personality Disorder

#Art #C-PTSD #BPD #ASD

Book spread for the Tale of a Cat Who Lived Million Times. My first experience in my art being printed alongside other artists! I'm very grateful for the opportunity.