decided i do not have the money for it oh well we ball

iim so hungry i got too drunk ladt night and threw up so much i feel like shit ass but if i dont eat ill be skinnyyyy but im so hungry and i feel awful 😞

saw this video that really opened my eyes a little , i will try to explain, but she was giving examples like “im over my calorie limit, i should just give up.” and in the video she spilled her drink a little, so she just poured it all over the counter instead of trying again and yk what.. hell yeah

still maintaining at like 100 i was 101 the otger morning and 99 today but idk if thats right ugh idk

sorry i havent been active ive been so exhausted and also eating normal for a couple weeks so ive been feeling insecure eek

Addicted to snacking on the sampler chocolate box a client got us

its definitely possible but would definitely require heavy heavy restricting

mashed potatoes ❤️ but definitely hashbrowns second

I guess so. It will probably be hard to make it baggy, its the lululemon define jacket in size 0 🫣 i can get much smaller but i cant make my bones smaller

i got my dream jacket that was supposed to be a goal jacket but it fits perfectly…

had my project x last night (had 3 ppl over)

just gonna say ive been having a metab two weeks 🤞😌 im ready to get serious

in vs out!! 🤞

brb crying

good morning ☀️

chick fil a 🫣 i only ate half my meal and had a Diet Coke but i feel so fat for it

Ate at work 😐

locking in today idgaf im so tired of being fat i gained like a kg in a week im so sad

want coffee

lol theres my motivation haha im being staljed again i csnt dtop shaking

smallest at lunch didnt order anything just shared with my fiance 🪽 i love her so much shes been so kind and understanding with me today as ive been having bad thoughts today

me too i feel like ive just disrespected my body all weekend i hate it

im so fat i hate nyself

a group of women are sitting on the ground having a conversation . ALT: a group of women are sitting on the ground having a conversation .

My sister is no longer a baby she's almost 18 & taller than me but I swear only 3 years ago I was helping her with her kindergarten homework

just so tired :/ been restricting instead of fasting bc i have so many events this weekend but i hate it i hate myself i could be so much smaller

still in doube digits (a sip of water away from 100) so i’m just going to be very careful today. Seeing a movie at 1 and then i have a bonfire tonight with friends. I think maybe. Maybe i can hide away without eating

i just need to stay consistent.

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bmi fat , gw 47kg
pro recov & not fatphobic

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probably what i’ll do. Its not uncommon for my work to buy us all lunch

good morning everyone considering fasting until dinner tomorrow just have to come up with an excuse to the wife & sister on why i cant eat dinner tonight 🕺