My account: come for the tit pics from 2024, stay for me crying over birds I haven’t heard since last October.

…wait…

Why are y’all sticking around for *that*?!

The world is in turmoil and distress, but the Hermit Thrush still came back to sing.

I know, getting emotional over a bird is really silly of me. I’m sorry.

I just heard a Hermit Thrush singing for the first time this year and I got teary eyed SHUSH LEAVE ME ALONE I’M FINE I’M NORMAL I SWEAR

I might be feeling as attractive and desired as a half-melted pile of dirty snow on the side of the road, but at least… umm… at least I’m also… ummm… feeling hatred against the premier of this province…?? 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

😒🤦🏻‍♀️

I don’t know why, but I’m feeling equal parts overwhelmed and *really* sad all of a sudden, for no reason. Hopefully the raccoons from last night have worked things out and don’t battle again tonight, bc I think I should go to sleep. I can’t be sad when I’m asleep, right?

Goodnight, timeline. 💜💜

Poor lighting, but an update from last night. I’m so tired of stitching with DMC 3781. 🙃

I’m sure my brain will keep shutting down, getting all hazy and cloudy, so it might take a while for me to get the hang of it. 👉🏻👈🏻

Boo-fucking-hoo.

There are so many birds around right now, returning for spring. Unfortunately, the temperature dropped last night. Fortunately that means that they’re all being very puffed up and floofy borbs, and I love it. 🥲

I think this might heal my soul.

It turns left and trundles towards a chain link fence, walks along it, away from the camera, and towards that second glowing pair of eyes (the other one must have trundled over there at some point).

It’s in “night vision” mode, which is why it’s in black and white.
The video has no sound.

Alt text: a black and white video taken by the critter cam in our backyard.
The camera is pointed at a wooden, house-style birdfeeder, and the trunk of an oak tree. From the back right corner, out of the darkness, two sets of glowing eyes appear. One raccoon trundles towards the feeder.
(Continued…)

🦝🦝

The irony is that they were probably gettin’ busy, meanwhile when I first heard them it sounded like a woman screaming and babbling incoherently and it terrified me, so I hid under my blanket. 🙃✌🏻

a woman says i 'm nervous in front of a blue screen ALT: a woman says i 'm nervous in front of a blue screen

(How is this gif is so perfect??)

Anyways, I hope that wherever you are, you have a good morning/day/afternoon/evening/night. And if you’re the 2 raccoons (I’m hoping that’s what it was) who were fighting in the backyard, I hope you guys came to a peaceful agreement over the (I’m assuming) birdseed, and that you have a good night. 💜

Hey chat, I was just about to touch myself, but then I heard what I can guess (and hope) were a couple of raccoons fighting in the backyard, and that just put a kibosh on things.

I still haven’t 💦 in… a loooong time, and honestly, I sort of want to just not for the next couple of weeks

for reasons

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5/5

And like I said, *it’s* so soon, and I’m so nervous, and I realize now that a lot of that nervousness is bc I’m so unsure of, and unhappy with, my body.

Yaaaay I hate having a body. 🙃

Ok, I’m done now, I’ll try to go back to being a nsfw account. 🫡

4/5

Anyway, when I saw my doctor in February, she remarked on my weight, and I told her it was probably bc I’m not on depo anymore.
I know I know, weight and body shape/size is such a stereotypical thing for fat gal to be thinking about, but it is what it is. 🤷🏻‍♀️

3/5

I’ve been super confused about it, bc I’m active enough, and I’m not on a vegan clean organic diet, but I eat relatively healthily (I talk a lot about poutine, but it’s just talk), and a couple of the meds I’m on have “weight loss” listed as potential side effects.
I’ve just been… confused.

2/5

I guess I didn’t fully realize how much of a the side effect it was; an almost guaranteed 5-11lbs within the first year, then more every year after, and I’d been on it for about 4 years.

I don’t weigh myself, for my own mental health, but I could feel it, in an uncomfortable way.

Tw weight gain, weight loss, and body talk

1/5

I think that one of the main reasons I’ve been feeling so yucky about my body is bc, while on depo, I gained a lot of weight. I knew weight gain was a side effect of depo, but I swear it’s a potential side effect of almost every med. 😪

It’s so soon.

It’s.
So.
Soon.

I’m so nervous, but it’s so soon! 😩😭🥲

I’m sorry but I don’t know what else to do except share and hope more people put my shop in front of people who may want to support

I don’t have anyone else helping me and it’s been really hard, I’m doing everything I can to keep going

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A notification from the CBC news app, from Friday April 17th, 2026 that reads “BREAKING NEWS Ontario government buys $28.9M private jet for Premier Doug Ford's use”

A notification from the CBC news app, from today, Sunday April 19th, 2026 that reads “BREAKING NEWS Ontario Premier Doug Ford, province to sell $28.9M private jet ‘as quickly as possible'”

This made me literally guffaw.
Fuuuuuck him. 😀

(Friday, April 17th 2026 -> Sunday, April 19th 2026)