Nio and I are still moving in but I got my computer set up so things feel semi normal. It feels nice to be normal again. Alas. The AC and hot water should be fixed tomorrow. I’m taking tonight to vibe.

I keep working on this wishlist but I’m not sure if I should post it anywhere because I don’t want to burden people. 🥺 My mom bought one thing for me, and I’m thankful.

Fuck yeah it does, Burger King.

Nio and I are done with our old place and have already set up what’s most important obviously.

A special shout out to @niosai.com for doing all he can right now while I have to be in a work meeting that I forgot about. I know he’s going to blitz the fuck out of it because he sees my pain. I love you, babe. ❤️

All of the pain and anguish over the last week or so is worth it to see my baby this at peace. 🖤

Nio and I had to take today off because we’re both sick and still moving stuff out of our U-Haul but here’s a picture of Boo in bed . Enjoy, or else.

Also been totally on and off been working on a house warming gift wishlist while we moved because my mom was begging for it. I’ll post it if I finish it because the help would be so nice. 🥲 Things are rough but at least we’re not homeless but have a home. ❤️

Alright, been up for 22 hours. Update: we are 99.9% moved out of what we care about. We thought we were done. Landlord said we can come back between 9-4 tomorrow to get whatever we missed, so there’s a few things we are going back for. But we just have the U-Haul now. Good night.

Probably the nicest my mom has ever been to me.

So Nio and I are at a point where it’s blitz and get what we can but leave some furniture behind or hope to God the landlord allows us to have til tomorrow morning. We won’t know until she gets there at 9 (3 hours). We’re blitzing til then. I feel faint.

Hi all! It’s the middle of the night and Nio and I just woke up from a NAP to finish moving. Now it’s just major furniture, food, clothes, and the dogs. I don’t even feel bad that I didn’t spotlessly clean the bitch after they did what they did. Here’s to 5 hours.

Nio’s oldest client’s mom texted him to tell him she got me a housewarming present. Like bro, why me? I don’t work with your client. But also why is she the sweetest lady on earth? We don’t deserve her. 😭❤️

I hear a bunch of noise and Nio cussing, so I race to his office where he’s packing and go ??? He says, “I think I just destroyed my Kingdom Hearts poster.”

Bro the way he was freaking out made me think someone died. But don’t worry, the poster is fine.

Okay, today is the day my life gets significantly better. That much of the reasons I’m always so down goes away. I just have to finish moving. Here goes nothing.

True friendship is like, “Girl, I know you’re out cold right now, but come celebrate with me tonight.” And then they do. I love my bestie. ❤️

Work event happened, went and dropped stuff off at the house, went and packed some more, and now I’ve collapsed in my chair after over 12 hours of movement. I’m so tired and ready for this to be over. Let’s fucking get it.

So I got @Niosai and I a house today which is cheaper than our current apartment and bigger in size. I’m so thankful to have found my old landlord and she remembered how we were and helped me out. I’m probably going to make a house warming wishlist now. I could cry. 😭❤️

Of course I’d wake up sick the day before our major work event and having to move my entire life out of my apartment of 7 years by Monday morning. Today better have good news. I’m busting my ass and I feel so useless. Time to sip my lemonade and take medicine.

Bro I’m so tired of this. Messaging someone about a place to live. They give me the address to view tomorrow? It’s fake. At least they were stupid and didn’t get anything out of me first. 🙄 Come on, man. Give me a bone, life.

I’m just here for support, let’s be honest

“I have a vision” - Niosai
“I don’t, but I can’t visual things so” - Me

The landlord let us have through Monday morning to leave. Hopefully this is the start of good news for us.

Watching Nio pack my favorite wedding anniversary gift he ever got me like 😔🥺 He’s protecting that, but it’s bittersweet.

Thank you to all that reached out with everything going on for me and Nio lately. We’re doing our best to hurry our asses off and get out of here and are hopeful. We tour a house tomorrow that is ready to move into. I only hope the best happens. God speed.

This time last week, I was exited I would get to hang a bird feeder outside my apartment. Who would’ve known I’d be moving out just days later. Life is so cruel. But hopefully this is the start of something new and better.

Well today went even worse than I can ever have imagined…

No amount of my benzos can stop the absolute anxiety I feel today. In the next few hours, everything will either be okay or horrible. Wish me luck. It’s not in my hands anymore. And Nio is at jury duty, so I’m doing this all solo.

Please let tomorrow be a good day. I can’t take it.

Just watched Nio disrupt a group of birbs in this game he’s playing, so yeah, divorce time.