i have way too many sweets how am i ever gonna get through all this

after the historically bad day i had yesterday

today i ate way too many cookies and now i feel like throwing up but blasting music and reading manga in bed is healing me

i hate how i am as a person sometimes man i was talking about how something gave me insane anxiety and made me feel like shit but i still added like 3 lighthearted jokes in the middle of it why am i so unserious

i jumped and dived too hard at volleyball today like im not a 27 year old grandpa im so bruised and defeated

just got back from the dentist and was told that i actually have a physiological reason for being unable to roll my Rs i feel so vindicated

i be balancing some bullshit just to feel something

what the fuck happened to my oven mitt

when its a slow ass day at work and all your discord servers are silent

i had a crazy dream last night where i learned an important truth about life and the universe but i had a second dream right after it about something stupid and now i cant remember the first dream

thank you i actually feel so much better now than the last few days

SICK OF BEING COLD AND SICK IN THIS COLD

im doing my reread in english this time because i wanna see the colored version but every time i see pre-chopped nami i shed a tear

i had like half a bottle of green tea and half a bottle of sprite left over so i mixed them and now it looks like im drinking piss

when you waste 80% of your daily calorie allowance on slop that didnt even taste good

some stupid ai editing on images thats making artist leave and/or deleting their art

i cannot believe bluesky hasnt already devoted all their resources to make this site just x before it became un-twittered this is ridiculous

i wonder if this newest bluesky pilgrimage will finally be the one that makes people stay here...

i have a vicious cycle of:

- consume media
- see something icky/weirdly perverted
- get weirded out
- try to rationalize it in my head thinking its just what the character would do
- still get weirded out
- tell myself its bad to expect everything to never leave my comfort zone
- repeat

i keep forgetting i sprained my ankle during volleyball yesterday and keep falling over when i try to walk

im really sorry whoevers living a floor below me

i just door dashed pho for the first time in my life and and im afraid life will never be the same again

i hate having motivation to draw but no inspiration

dam i just stepped clean through a pin and it hurt like hell

and this is only 1/4 of what jesus felt on the cross or whatever props to him man

these cheeseburger chips actually taste like cheeseburgers wtf....

i dont usually eat a whole lot of sweets but every once in a while i crave one of these 4 and eat it obsessively until i get sick of them again

godammit lets all go back to using mmo games as social media

i feel like most people i follow either double post or barely post on here which keeps making me stay on twitter which sucks

it also feels like there isnt much content to look at on here in general but maybe that changed

trying to use this app more cuz twitter sucks so bad

did the discover page get any better

also do people even still use this app anymore or what

i went on a walk because i wanted to get some fresh air but it got so dark that im taking an uber home LMAO

i genuinely could not tell you what i did for the last 4 hours just had an insane dissociation session