Bsky I've been largely ignoring you! I'll try and be more active, but recently I've returned to the hell site because it's just so much busier for the fandoms I'm into. It's hard maintaining several social medias 😓
I've had this sitting in my iPad for months but just haven't been in a place to finish it. And I mean like. Months. I started this back when we were speculating we might get a pirate theme for "Wilting Flowers, Burning Dreams". Because cmon. Shoulder parrot Father, Pirate Rei. #nucarnival
Literally on radio 2 yesterday was somebody who was way older than us who LOVED Steps. There's no age limit on happiness!
What people mean by the term "guilty pleasure" 99.5% of the time is "something genuinely joyous that pretentious dickheads told me not to like."
I'mma working on two png tubers right now!! Don't have the time or money to work on a proper live2d kit right now but I've been slowly clawing away a somepng models yes!! I'm so excited!! Just need the time to lock in on it!! <3
Fuck it, I'm entering my Vtuber era.
Thank you! When I started dying my hair pink I figured I should redesign her to match haha 🌸
Pfp ✨ Owner
I'm finally biting the bullet and deleting all my double art files. My PC is so full and most of it is like 'finalfinalprint5.psd (3)'
Oooh I can't listen to myself!! When I was a on a podcast I couldn't listen to my episodes at ALL. But voice notes are a good call for sure! though not sure I could bring myself to listen back to some of these fanfic scenarios.. ahaha
Hard mood. I often think I wish I had a journal near my bed but I'd never use it as well as my brain journals
Right right. Let's lock in!
We'll do it one day!!
Ahahahahaha
I'm sure it was a very deep and meaningful fic whatever it was!
Does anybody else have the annoying tendency of lying in their bed and writing in their head the most beautiful, sensual, well crafted fanfic, only to forget every part of it the moment pen comes to paper? My self-written bedtime fanfics are so wonderful, you guys, and you'll never get to read them.
4 years ago today I watched Sk8 the Infinity for the very first time and when I tell you it changed the trajectory of my life. Sometimes the greatest paths are carved by the simplest means.
One more six day week and then I finally get some time off to focus on art and projects again. I can't wait. I was sent home early Saturday because I'm just absolutely exhausted and have had a constant headache for days. Soon I can have work/life balance again. I miss drawing and gaming :(
"I think people that are not ashamed of the things they're interested in, especially today where we're just constantly bringing back cringe and shame culture, I think people that can be unabashedly themselves and who can like things without shame are really cool"
A vtuber (Kaelix Debonair) I've started watching said this the other day: "I love people who love things loudly and are very public or vocal within their friend groups about the things that they enjoy." and it really really resonated with me, because when I love, I love LOUDLY.
Share 4 years of your art!
2022 - 2023 - 2024 - 2025!
I didn't realise I wasn't already following you back here! I'm so sorry! But yes, absolutely. I really really miss just having whole days where I can work on commissions or fanart or fanfic and just dskjbfkj haha. I'm so excited for my Autumn Era.
I used to work 3-4 days a week at our cafe so I could balance it with art stuff but then ✨life happened✨ and I got drafted in to some 6 day weeks. BUT in September I'm losing a day or two each week and I can get back to the art grind and I am SO EXCITED to get back to it. I miss drawing my blorbos.
Good evening everyone! I am really happy today (and really sleepy). I think it's good to document those little wins. Hope you're all doing good! I've been working six day weeks at the 'day job' (just a plain job now, right?) but soon I can cut back and I cannot wait to get back to art and writing!
Right?? I asked once what the hell do "normal" people think about during the day and someone said "my workmates, my plans when I get home, my life," and I was like. I do not want to perceive work in a daydream, my plans when I get home are probably read fanfic, and my life is also that fanfic.
Oh my god??
I adore adore adore being obsessional and being in fandom and I cannot imagine a day going by where I wasn't that guy, daydreaming about my blorbos, envisioning my latest fanfic scenes, talking to friends about headcanons or just plain existing in a realm of silly fannish goodness.
All that to say I'm so glad I found a Matchablossom animatic that lead me to finding a song I love, that lead me to a Vtuber animatic, that lead me to the Vtubers, that lead me to being up at 3am every morning watching Vtubers, that lead me to having a near breakdown through sleep deprivation.
I cannot even begin to imagine what it's like to not have this volcanic rumbling of obsession and fandom. I've been this way since I was a child, and now I'm decades older I'm absolutely the same way. Each fandom and obsession leads to another, and it becomes a constant, constant, wonderful noise.
