I was admitted into QEH Saturday night at 11:30pm, was awake till 6:30am Sunday morning while they did tests, fell asleep at 7:00am and I am just waking up Monday morning at 8:00am.

What a wild few days.

I just got sent to QEH for a CT scan and why are hospitals creepy late in the evening

If you're mad or going on about this, please get a life lol

Greif is horrible. This week is two months of losing my little buddy Gizmo and my Poppy and I cannot get it together.

After a crap weekend of weather I am all moved into my house 😬

The first photo I hung in my new house 🥹

It's BIG news and such exciting news.

What a day of weather for me to be moving out

My mom tested positive for RSV and boy is she struggling.

I move out next weekend and it's a crazy feeling.

I use so many and they're my favourite

Man, I really can't wait for fishing season to start.
20 days.

I got my first haircut after 3 years of growing my hair out with no cuts. My head feels brand new.

Every time I get in my car I see little Giz.
Man, I miss him so much.

Oreo.

They're doing not too bad!

I wasn't going to get another pig but when I seen how bullied and abused Oreo was I just could not leave him.

Welcome to your forever safe and happy home, Oreo ❤️

Seen Scream 7 and what a solid 10/10 of a movie.
Great way to end the franchise.

Stayed up till 1:30am on a Saturday night doing a puzzle with my Aunt.

The type of Saturday nights I crave now.

Someone is over the cold weather.

And sometimes the world doesn’t validate pet grief the same way it does other losses — which can make you feel alone in it. But the pain is real because the love was real.
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There’s also something uniquely painful about pet grief because they depend on us. We protect them, care for them, make decisions for them. That bond creates a deep attachment that’s almost parental in some ways.
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Today has been hard. It's been 3 weeks and Giz has never left my mind.

Pets are there for the ordinary moments — the mornings, the late nights, the lonely days. So when they’re gone, it’s not just one big loss. It’s a thousand tiny absences that hit over and over again.
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Five things I like:

🏒 Sports
🌻 Nature
🎮 Video games
🍓 Strawberries
📚 Books

I did not know such an emptiness can exist in us. I feel lost and broken.

I'll see you again Poppy.

Our final goodbyes to my dearest Poppy today.

My heart has never felt so much pain and loss.

Rest easy to my best friend, my partner in crime, the bright light to my days and the best Poppy I could of ever had in this life.

Till we meet again, Poppy.

My god I miss this little twerp so so much.

We are lucky to have her.