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Posts by Carta Monir

Odette poses in a latex jock strap and mesh bra. She holds a baseball bat and MMA helmet. She is wearing a basket ball net as a neck piece.

Odette poses in a latex jock strap and mesh bra. She holds a baseball bat and MMA helmet. She is wearing a basket ball net as a neck piece.

Let’s get physical

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Fuck the USA. Fuck Israel. The world deserves better.

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any volunteers to come suck me off in the sun?

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Porn is art, porn is free speech, porn is important to a healthy society, a society without porn is a society that wants me dead.

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Get more from Carta Monir on Patreon creating vulnerable work about her own body

If you want to support me and read more stuff like this:

✨ patreon.com/carta ✨

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While I understand on an intellectual level that disability doesn’t equate to ugliness, there’s a deep emotional part of me that feels that I am now damaged in a way that has left me completely undesirable, sexually. Because I want to confront that feeling, I’m going to write down everything I think about myself that is hurtful, no matter how untrue. My hope is that by doing this I will be able to dismantle my own arguments and have a little more love for myself, even when it feels hard.

Cruel things I feel about myself.
Response to myself.

The more disabled I become, the more inferior I am to any potential lover’s able-bodied sex partners.
Response: I would never feel this way about a disabled friend or partner. Some of the best sex I've ever had has been with heavily disabled lovers. I love kink because of the options it gives me and the adaptability it encourages - there's so much more to sex than getting railed by a muscle guy or whatever

Because of my disability, I can no longer top. In fact, the only thing I can do is passively lay on my back.
Response: I know that even if I was a brain in a jar I could still top. Topping is a state of mind and choice, not a physical ability that can be lost. I can instruct a partner to hurt themselves, I can psychologically domme them.

While I understand on an intellectual level that disability doesn’t equate to ugliness, there’s a deep emotional part of me that feels that I am now damaged in a way that has left me completely undesirable, sexually. Because I want to confront that feeling, I’m going to write down everything I think about myself that is hurtful, no matter how untrue. My hope is that by doing this I will be able to dismantle my own arguments and have a little more love for myself, even when it feels hard. Cruel things I feel about myself. Response to myself. The more disabled I become, the more inferior I am to any potential lover’s able-bodied sex partners. Response: I would never feel this way about a disabled friend or partner. Some of the best sex I've ever had has been with heavily disabled lovers. I love kink because of the options it gives me and the adaptability it encourages - there's so much more to sex than getting railed by a muscle guy or whatever Because of my disability, I can no longer top. In fact, the only thing I can do is passively lay on my back. Response: I know that even if I was a brain in a jar I could still top. Topping is a state of mind and choice, not a physical ability that can be lost. I can instruct a partner to hurt themselves, I can psychologically domme them.

Asking for sex now that I’m disabled is only selfish, and I have nothing to offer my partner.
Response: Patently false, coming from a girl who loves giving head without getting anything in return, and fucking a partner to orgasm without cumming myself.

I am only able to take, and not give, pleasure.
Response: I can give pleasure by accepting service and I can give pleasure by granting access to my unique and beautiful body.

The only sex I can hope for is sex that is given to me out of pity. I am no longer a sexual equal to anyone able bodied.
Response: There is nothing repulsive about disability and I don't want to have sex with anyone who sees me this way. In fact I'm very familiar with the concept of devotees who would hold my body in higher regard than an able body, and also love work by authors like Samuel Delaney whose love of the abject specifically prioritizes and fetishizes bodies similar to my own.

Sexually, I am inconvenient and clumsy. I am not capable of anything other than awkward and, at best, functional requests for accommodation. I can no longer be spontaneous or inventive.
Response: Spontaneity is not a physical ability. I'm creative and a notable pervert. I know that I can find ways to have sex no matter what my body is doing, often even more interestingly than if my body was completely able.

Asking for sex now that I’m disabled is only selfish, and I have nothing to offer my partner. Response: Patently false, coming from a girl who loves giving head without getting anything in return, and fucking a partner to orgasm without cumming myself. I am only able to take, and not give, pleasure. Response: I can give pleasure by accepting service and I can give pleasure by granting access to my unique and beautiful body. The only sex I can hope for is sex that is given to me out of pity. I am no longer a sexual equal to anyone able bodied. Response: There is nothing repulsive about disability and I don't want to have sex with anyone who sees me this way. In fact I'm very familiar with the concept of devotees who would hold my body in higher regard than an able body, and also love work by authors like Samuel Delaney whose love of the abject specifically prioritizes and fetishizes bodies similar to my own. Sexually, I am inconvenient and clumsy. I am not capable of anything other than awkward and, at best, functional requests for accommodation. I can no longer be spontaneous or inventive. Response: Spontaneity is not a physical ability. I'm creative and a notable pervert. I know that I can find ways to have sex no matter what my body is doing, often even more interestingly than if my body was completely able.

Even though I am pretty, my prettiness is a source of pity and sadness to anyone who I want to have sex with. As in, “what a shame, she could have been attractive.”
Response: People love me because of my transness, disability, resilience, creativity. I don't want to fuck anyone who would see me this way in the first place.

The more disabled I become, the worse I smell and the less capable I am of cleaning myself effectively.
Response: This is a thought in the voice of my father and is demonstrably untrue. Plus even if it was true, Samuel Delaney would think it's sexy.

My pain tolerance has become worse because of my chronic pain, and I’m not even worth hurting anymore, because I’m not able to take nearly what I used to.
Response: Pain isn't about high scores and I know and love this. If lower pain tolerance is a result of chronic pain, it makes me more responsive to my tops and even more fun to hurt. I love it when a bottom has low pain tolerance. It's not about making me tap out. It's about finding the edge and keeping me there.

The idea of cruising or socializing with new people is laughable. I have nothing to offer other than inconveniences and subpar experiences. If I were to give a blowjob to someone, I would need to set my cane down next to me and it would be a pathetic sight.
Response: I'm an interesting genius who is beautiful and I don't want to fuck anyone who would see me as lesser or gross for not being able and cis. I'm not limiting my options, I have the same options as I (the image cuts off, text continued on next image)

Even though I am pretty, my prettiness is a source of pity and sadness to anyone who I want to have sex with. As in, “what a shame, she could have been attractive.” Response: People love me because of my transness, disability, resilience, creativity. I don't want to fuck anyone who would see me this way in the first place. The more disabled I become, the worse I smell and the less capable I am of cleaning myself effectively. Response: This is a thought in the voice of my father and is demonstrably untrue. Plus even if it was true, Samuel Delaney would think it's sexy. My pain tolerance has become worse because of my chronic pain, and I’m not even worth hurting anymore, because I’m not able to take nearly what I used to. Response: Pain isn't about high scores and I know and love this. If lower pain tolerance is a result of chronic pain, it makes me more responsive to my tops and even more fun to hurt. I love it when a bottom has low pain tolerance. It's not about making me tap out. It's about finding the edge and keeping me there. The idea of cruising or socializing with new people is laughable. I have nothing to offer other than inconveniences and subpar experiences. If I were to give a blowjob to someone, I would need to set my cane down next to me and it would be a pathetic sight. Response: I'm an interesting genius who is beautiful and I don't want to fuck anyone who would see me as lesser or gross for not being able and cis. I'm not limiting my options, I have the same options as I (the image cuts off, text continued on next image)

(continuation of previous response) always had because I care about shared values in my partners and I wouldn't have stood for this before.

Even seeing my disabled body makes people feel uncomfortable and like they need to accommodate or help me, which isn’t sexy at all.
Response: This is projection because I feel uncomfortable. Nobody I want to fuck would see me this way. If anything I'm interested in people who can pervert and fetishize their discomfort, like I do.

When I push myself and have sex the way I want to, it results in me getting hurt in a way that discourages me or my partner from wanting to try again. What's the point if I'm just going to get hurt?
Response: Kink and sex are about making informed decisions re: risk. It's not different from risking an STI or an extreme bondage/pain scene going wrong. The more I'm honest with myself and my partners about my desire and understanding of whatever risks I'm taking, the better sex I allow myself to have.

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My fantasies have become more violent, centering around the destruction of my body. I keep having an intrusive daydream about getting fucked with a glass bottle, its serrated cap still on, tearing and perforating the inside of my ass until I am bleeding and beyond repair. 
Response: This is hot, keep it up

(continuation of previous response) always had because I care about shared values in my partners and I wouldn't have stood for this before. Even seeing my disabled body makes people feel uncomfortable and like they need to accommodate or help me, which isn’t sexy at all. Response: This is projection because I feel uncomfortable. Nobody I want to fuck would see me this way. If anything I'm interested in people who can pervert and fetishize their discomfort, like I do. When I push myself and have sex the way I want to, it results in me getting hurt in a way that discourages me or my partner from wanting to try again. What's the point if I'm just going to get hurt? Response: Kink and sex are about making informed decisions re: risk. It's not different from risking an STI or an extreme bondage/pain scene going wrong. The more I'm honest with myself and my partners about my desire and understanding of whatever risks I'm taking, the better sex I allow myself to have. (There's a dividing line indicating a section break) My fantasies have become more violent, centering around the destruction of my body. I keep having an intrusive daydream about getting fucked with a glass bottle, its serrated cap still on, tearing and perforating the inside of my ass until I am bleeding and beyond repair. Response: This is hot, keep it up

I've been doing a lot of writing about how my escalating disability is affecting my self-image and sex life. This was originally posted on my patreon.

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Claude is down :/ so I’m just running my sink

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Photo of the gallery presentation of Carta's amazing dick photo. It's huge and framed. On the wall perpendicular, there's a monitor with an image of Carta looking stoically as she hits herself with a small rod, her chest red and bruised.

Photo of the gallery presentation of Carta's amazing dick photo. It's huge and framed. On the wall perpendicular, there's a monitor with an image of Carta looking stoically as she hits herself with a small rod, her chest red and bruised.

Here's how it looked in the gallery. It was displayed next to a new video titled Obligatory Prayer, online soon.

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Low angle photo taken from directly below Carta's hard dick. You're looking up at it like a monument, a tower jutting out of a landscape made of her legs, stomach, and pillowy tits, softly out of focus in the background. It's awe-inspiring. You can see every wrinkle, every follicle. It's glistening. It's glowing. You're never going to forget it.

Low angle photo taken from directly below Carta's hard dick. You're looking up at it like a monument, a tower jutting out of a landscape made of her legs, stomach, and pillowy tits, softly out of focus in the background. It's awe-inspiring. You can see every wrinkle, every follicle. It's glistening. It's glowing. You're never going to forget it.

I debuted this piece, titled "Self Portrait (for Z)" at FXLK PLAY, a show celebrating the work of @tomoffinland.org artists in residence. It's printed at 20x30 inches.

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My partner @punishmentslut.bsky.social said the phrase "my body is just as worthless as yours" and it changed my life, no joke

5 months ago 260 15 1 1

I didn't suck a dick until I was 28. I've made up for lost time. Drink anonymous cum and transform into the hottest bitch you possibly can. Be selfish. Use a boy's mouth for over an hour. He wants it. Cum in him so hard that he trembles. He wants it. It's amazing. Life is so much better this way

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You can do anything once you give yourself permission. You're not different from other people. You're just as worthless and pathetic and deserving of pain as any other slut. Don't close yourself off from the things you want. Be the slut you know you wish you could be. It's never too late.

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I've bred so many cute trans boys I can't even keep track. I love my life. I love being an evil, corrupting sex pervert. I love stretching needy holes and I love sobbing while I'm getting fucked without lube and I love redirecting my religious devotion towards being a dedicated, loving, empty whore

5 months ago 276 10 1 1

I went from "I pray for the strength to stop jerking off" to "I've taken a fist in my ass while a man 15 years older than me pounds my throat." I threw up on a dirtbag's balls while he held me down then ate his ass in the backseat of his truck. I've become the faggot fucktoy I always secretly wanted

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I went from being a self-loathing, repressed, fanatical boy to being a hot woman that gets fucked raw literally whenever I want to by the hottest sluts in the world. What an amazing thing. I love being a slut and I love not feeling bad about it. I couldn't tell you how many holes I've cum in by now

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Selfie of Carta wearing a fishnet bodysuit with the breasts cut out. She's laying on a white comforter and making eye contact with you, her hair swept gracefully to one side. Her eyeliner is sharp and perfect, and she's wearing just a little bit of blush and lipstick. She has a slight smile on her face. Her left arm is up and you can see her downy armpit hair, and below that, her double pierced beautiful brown nipples. The contours of her body make the fishnet ripple, like some kind of erotic fish scale. She's so unbelievably perfect and your heart stopped when you saw this image. Clinically stopped, you feel yourself taking your last breaths because your heart has stopped and will not start again. In these final moments, you just have time to send her all your money. It's only right.

Selfie of Carta wearing a fishnet bodysuit with the breasts cut out. She's laying on a white comforter and making eye contact with you, her hair swept gracefully to one side. Her eyeliner is sharp and perfect, and she's wearing just a little bit of blush and lipstick. She has a slight smile on her face. Her left arm is up and you can see her downy armpit hair, and below that, her double pierced beautiful brown nipples. The contours of her body make the fishnet ripple, like some kind of erotic fish scale. She's so unbelievably perfect and your heart stopped when you saw this image. Clinically stopped, you feel yourself taking your last breaths because your heart has stopped and will not start again. In these final moments, you just have time to send her all your money. It's only right.

Oops I'm the most beautiful girl you've ever seen 🫀

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Basking in the afterglow of an incredible session with My precious girl. The image of how she looked bound up in this chair will never leave My mind.

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You're so cute it's excruciating

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mirror selfie of brick with pink hair, chest harness, garter & thong. theyre pinching their nipple

mirror selfie of brick with pink hair, chest harness, garter & thong. theyre pinching their nipple

pinky twinky makin you cum at a site near you 😏🙂‍↕️

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Lucy squats in a pile of rose petals in the doorway of a graffitied building wearing a latex bikini, bolero, nude stockings and clear 7 inch pleasers. She is frowning at the camera and pulling a long string of gum out of her lips

Lucy squats in a pile of rose petals in the doorway of a graffitied building wearing a latex bikini, bolero, nude stockings and clear 7 inch pleasers. She is frowning at the camera and pulling a long string of gum out of her lips

What do you want creep

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Carta Monir again

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Need you

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brick is taking a mirror selfie as he holds a purple double ended dildo in both their holes. he has pink hair and a black beard.

brick is taking a mirror selfie as he holds a purple double ended dildo in both their holes. he has pink hair and a black beard.

pink hair, dark beard & dp is gender euphoria i think

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So fucking hot

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Also check out this anthology: lilacperil.bigcartel.com/product/issu...

Or even my friend @cartamonir.com 's stuff, she does so much for other trans people, makes amazing art, and deserves some to all of your money

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Lucy, a pale redhead with a love cut and tattoo sleeve, poses staring deeply into the camera in blue bikini top a Smokey eye.  Behind her a small natural pool and the beginning of sunset are visible

Lucy, a pale redhead with a love cut and tattoo sleeve, poses staring deeply into the camera in blue bikini top a Smokey eye. Behind her a small natural pool and the beginning of sunset are visible

Bikini weather is back

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