(2/2) But it was my therapist saying to me point blank "if you are such a bad person then why do you care so much about working on being a better person?" that really was a wake up call to me to want to take accountability and resolve to improve myself for the future.
(1/2) After my screw up as a new domme I came very close to getting caught in a pit of self-flagellation and despair at how I could through my own carelessness hurt a sub of mine that I care about.
Thanks Jess <3
Thank you Cody. The healing process is definitely gonna take some time but I want to make sure I do the right thing during this and take accountability and learn and grow from this.
-constantly wallowing in despair isn't going to make things better, but taking the initial steps to make sure this never happens again is the right path forward.
And I can't thank you enkugh for making this thread. Its been very helpful to give as a good reference point to my therapist with how I've bene feeling with untangling all of these feelings of remorse and wanting to take accountability for my screw up and made me realize that-
I want to make sure I never make the same mistake again and to never hurt someone again due to my own recklessness and/or carelessness. I want to do better, I know I can do better.
I regret hurting someone I care about dearly and it's been eating at me for the past several weeks since we had a talk about it and as much as I wish I never hurt them in the first place I know that I cannot change the past but I can change the future so something like this doesn'thappen again.
As someone who's been the victim of multiple instances of having my boundaries intentionally violated including being sexually assaulted twice I should have taken a step back during this instance and assessed the situation better.
A few months ago back in January I went too far with a sub of mine and crossed a boundary with them and hurt them greatly, while it was not done with malicious intent or with intent to harm I still did due to a bad judgment call on my part and getting blindsided by the heat of the moment.
I decided to reactivate my account because of this thread specifically because if more than anything it made me realize running away from the problem will not make anything better.
I'm never drawing a dog muzzle ever again
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Thank youuuu, dunno when I'll do another one where I lock in like this
Oh? I could've sworn you've seen my stuff before
Wugh thank you!
Thank youuuuuu!
I got a headache drawing this
I'm never drawing a dog muzzle ever again
Its so over for everyone once yall see this drawing I've been working on
“did you hear abt that dog lady? she had a total freakout when they were taking photos fr that prop poster - they said they might have to REPLACE HER lol what a fucking freak…”
original artwork as always by @straybimboroadk1ll.bsky.social
characters by @kallidorarho.bsky.social
lammy
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Harry Potter lame as hell, read Blood Meridian instead
Ten years of horse
Happened to me a few months ago too, boo IT
Oni for the PS2
Lego Nirvana The Band The Show The Movie The Game of The Movie
Gotta have a duel at high noon
