having to 3at for gym today 💔

A chunk of blue-grey fluff that is actually a very soft kitten sitting on a library desk. They are doing a very serious Kitten Face and have very intent yellow-gold eyes, and they would be so scary and fierce if they were more than six inches tall and not so hugely adorable when they tried to be judgey.

The news all sucks today.

Here's a kitten in a library!

with ur mother 😭

ive shit twice so far today W/O a l@x so that should tell u how bad it was

i need a l@x

i still feel like sh!t today lol and not hvngry

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i binged SO bad last night .

NOOOO WHAT IS MY WELLBUTRIN DOING ?&?&?

this made no sense nice tweet lotus

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w0rked out AND under 1k today

i conflate spending $$ with b!nging and idk when that happened lol. so even tho i at3 fine i feel like im f@t

still dont believe its gonna last.. my friend and i went to have cafe fo0d but i didnt too bad. spending $$ tho dont talk to me

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140 AGAIN TODAY

it can also b hydration ! if ive been bad at water or hitting caffeine v hard ill get the stars too even if im high res

aka don’t b stupid like me & front load ur kcals for the day 😔

AND NORMAL GATORADE … i forgot bc i always get the zero but at least i noticed quick

good news: i hit 140 (holding excitement bc it needs to last)
bad news: i was a f@tie and broke the fast i was supposed to have until tmrw morning w half a burger 🤥

but i also just want a sunjoy 😔

i need to get groceries bc i actually have nothing at home and im living off my sn@p and my dining hall meal swipes lol

i had a bigger d!nner purposefully for gymnastics practice but it got cancelled 😃

the just bare lightly breaded 🤌🏻

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360kcal by 5pm

ive tried to make this same decision like 3x now to stop the 3d but also im tired of the plateau just let me LOSE again

last night i decided i was gonna 3at more to exercise more and ordered a nice doordash … well today im 1lb heavier and have only had milk tea and a pack of cheez its so that didnt last long

lyra don’t remind me it’s my greatest fear but ill deal with it 🫩

cheering for u !!!

now u may say having a 3d is detrimental to me having a kid but i raise u: when im skinni ill be hot -> ill find a partner who’s not a pos -> boom a ch!ld

i literally could not tell u why the universe has given me crippling baby fever since the age of like 13 but this is me seeing ppl my age w babies

my developmental class gave me baby fever 😔