Literally IN THIS MANS BED texting other men cuz im so scared he’s gonna hurt me cuz ive been so hurt before so im hurting myself n this relationship before he can #amicooked

My fuckass phone updated after me avoiding the glass/buckle update n honestly, why did I fall for the update hate propaganda I love this look

P!lol haul after I raided my hometown house (sorry dad n brother 💔)

Rate my side profile 😇🙏

Ft man I’m lwk dating

Kevin gates is such good hype music

If you’ve never streamed his music, do yourself a favor and LISTEN TO HIM.

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I love posting on here like people look at what I gotta say

Like this is so me bro

You could’ve fucked up your blood flow to your arm/hand area. Just try to make sure wherever you damaged heals properly and in a month if it hasn’t gotten atleast a bit better, go somewhere to see if you did damage that’s fixable

But anyways I need to wrap this up. I just don’t want him to find out so badly because I’m scared he’ll judge and stop trying to peruse us but even then if he finds out later on it’ll still do damage. I just need to get better, even tho I lwk wanna try more shit before I do 😪

Im good with quitting🤞

And that bad situation has lead me to the path of harder than usual substance use, but it’s also lead me to realizing I deserve respect from the people in around, and also my own self respect needs raised (which has ALOT in the past week n a half) and I’ve realized I need to take things seriously.

Which the reason for my stomach issues (and sorry for the yap but writing it helps sm) is my heavy on and off ed, which had gotten HEAVY again after I got into a bad living situation for 6 months. Barely any food and the person I was around all the time was very unhealthy for my mindset and health.

And I am, with schooling and applying for a job (which I have a really good chance of getting!!) but I’m also not really treating my body good and it’s showing me that.

I don’t eat alot, and when I have been recently I’ve been throwing it up and just my stomach isn’t reacting well with food.

Like he’d probably see me as an addict, but honestly he’d also probably try to put in his best efforts to help me get clean. I just don’t want that to be on his mind, something he has to know. He doesn’t need the stress of how lwk bad my substance “abuse” is getting 🥲

I want to get better.

(Uhhh vent? Idk but this is abt to be a low context writing)

Idk if I’m really what bro needs rn. Like I’m doing lines of his adhd medicine, a lot of alcohol, he doesn’t smoke n ik he doesn’t mind but like ugh 🫩 and like I wanna do more

N ik if he knew he’d pull back bc he’d view me as bad 💔

FR DUDE lately ive needed it 😥

i love music so much 😞😞😞 i cant even put it into words i just AAAAAAAAA

So real 🫩 I listen to music like 18 hours out the day basically

Ps, I did like 3 fatter lines before this I just forgot to take photos 😔

Oh to tell myself how many others I’ve had since then. 🫩😭

Hope everyone’s doing good, just applied for a job for the first time. Feeling good about myself, so I’m doing some lines, shots, and hitting the muha 😇🫶

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Ugh I need to casual post more on here, here

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Thanks gang

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★- Allan/Cal

★- 18

★- Androgynous/nonbinary

★- I love music, specifically hyperpop, punk rock, and experimental

★- been apart of #edtwt since 2022 but moved to #edskys when it came out

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7 month difference 🤷‍♀️

August 2025 March 2026

Literally a less than a week difference

#ed #diet #edtwt #edskys

#edtwt #edbsky #ed

Guys I’ve gotten so much skinnier bc I barely eat !! ^^

Bouta take 2400 mg of ibuprofen uhhh wish me luck???

Looking a bit different lately