I would go fucking FERAL for someone who acts like she does. I'm dying over here, I need that level of ego boost. I'm no better then the MC but DAMN.
If anyone is wondering wtf the anime is, it's Rent-a-girlfriend. Don't judge me, I got high as shit and just threw something on, then got hooked..
I really gotta fucking wonder where the fuck all the girls/women that are like Ruka are at. Like, gawd DAMN. Something about the personality of the character has me fucking fiending over here. If I died and got reincarnated, fucking turn me 20 and drop me in this anime.
Hopefully they fire him and replace him with someone who actually cares about working for the platform. Dude has been rage blocking for the past 19 hours after following that AI hater list.
Face reveal, wrong answers only
Lmao, I got blocked too! It doesn't feel like I'm winning at life but at least in this aspect, I'm fucking THRIVING!
I seriously just don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do. Beyond just fucking dying, my options are pretty fucking bleak. I don't have it in me to just turn into a mindless drone, if I wanted to do that, I'd just be angry all the time. I wouldn't hold myself from being an asshole.
In case anyone wonders wtf happened. I practically got ambushed by family about not having a job still. Basically got reminded that I'm nothing more then a burden, good for nothing, etc. So, I punched a kitchen counter cause I was doing dishes and just got tired of hearing it all.
Well, drawing is out if the picture for the next few days. Punched a counter and now half my hand is just numb. Bleh.. today's shot my nerves, my social battery is gone. Love just having shit dumped on me like I'm not already under enough pressure and weight.
BUT THIS FUCKING ANIME HAD TO HAVE THE ONE CHARACTER THAT COULD FLIP THAT SWITCH LIKE A LIGHT SWITCH?! I DON'T WANT TO HAVE A PREFERENCE! I LIKE LIKING EVERYONE EQUALLY!
I'll never recover from this. Just kill me now.
I'm so mad at myself. I got high a few days ago and that was a mistake in it's own right, I ended up throwing up that night cause it was hitting way too hard. but that's not why I'm mad. I'm mad cause while high, I decided to watch anime. Typically, I don't care about characters..
Do-si-dos and peanut butter chip cheesecake.
Y'all can be jealous, I made a fookin cheesecake!
So, I got curious and decided to weigh myself.. 99.8 pounds. Y'all, I weigh less then Dix. He is 160 pounds as of his lore and shredded. I'm a branch ready to be blown over with a soft gust! I'd get folded from just being breathed on hard enough.
I'm coming up on the big 1000 post made. I hope I can make the 1000th post something fun and interesting. Who knows, might just be another mental boom post where I spiral into insanity.
Though, it do be hard to do anything but that when the world feels how it currently feels.
YOU WAIT UNTIL I START WORKING ON ANOTHER GAME CAUSE I FEEL LIKE I'M HITTING A BRICK WALL AND NOW YOU GIVE ME A PICKAXE!
I'm gonna blow my.. nvm, I ain't gonna do that. I'm just gonna fucking BREAK MY DESK WITH MY FACE TOMORROW!
Not me sitting here at 4 in the middle of the night shooting up from my bed like a fucking nutcase with just one thought in my head.. I can make models in vroid.. which I can then port into my 3D game.. RAHHHHHHH!! WHY BRAIN, WHY TELL ME NOW?! WHY REMIND ME I HAVE VROID?!
I'm already fed up with how bad tiktok is, like damn. Just making a fucking account was enough to piss me off.
but, I tossed it into my linktree, just use that to follow me if you want. I'm fucking ignoring it for now. So fucking annoying.
Fucking finally got in after adding my professional gmail to my phone just so I could just say fuck it and log in through that.. but really? I swear, I've used better coded apps then this made by a literal child at this point.
>3> I really don't fucking like tiktok cause it's already making me run around doing stupid shit just to get into the account I JUST MADE! What do you mean THE ACCOUNT DOESN'T EXIST?! It's been 10 mins and I'm logged in on my PC yet it DOESN'T EXIST FOR MOBILE?! HOW SHIT IS THEIR CODE?!
I'm somewhat thinking of making a tiktok.. maybe I'll just do like.. videos of me drawing some wips on occasion and maybe also doing some layout work for the game? Could be interesting but like.. y'all gonna see bugs (literal) >.> If I could get rid of them, I would have already.
I'm also gonna have to remember to make a folder for all of this WIP stuff so I don't get it mixed up with other stuff. Actually, just cause I said that, let me go ahead and save my shit and make a folder in the process!
I've started to draw some of the WIP scene's for my game and on god, they look so ass but hey, it's a WIP for a reason. The more I figure out now, the better for when I can get someone good to draw this shit π€£
I'm gonna have an "ending's" trophy shelf in the main room so you can track what you did.
Have I done been shadow realmed? I'm use to at least one like or something on my post ;3; I swear I'm a good 'bold! That ranger had that mogging coming!!
Oh damn, just realized today is the anniversary of the first stream I did after I decided to push myself to do it. I wish I could stream for you all today, I'll have to make it up to you all. Gonna have to make up a lot of streams honestly..
Though, I still need to go ahead and work on making a wip project and get a demo made up. I'll figure everything else out later but I wanna still hear what people think.
So, guys, gals, etc. I'm sitting here thinking about my game and I kinda want to get like.. a few people to draw their own style of sex droids/robots for it. I think it'd be interesting to have each artist have their own "make and model".
What do y'all think? Would it be interesting?
I might rip some free use pngs as temp assets until I can get them ΔrΓ wΓ± just for a small demo, then put the demo out and try to get some eyes on it. If people are receptive to the game and want to support, use the funds to get an Γ rΕ₯isΕ₯. (Trying to fuck up the bots using goofy letters)
My fucking brain decided "Hey, I know you are working on a 3D h-game but.. how about a whole ass new idea for a 2D h-game!"
AAAAAAAAAAAA, IM GONNA LOSE IT IF I CAN'T MAKE ONE OF THESE FUCKING GAMES!
I might try to do the 2D cause the assets would be easier to make/get temp images for..
Ah, well, I'm glad I didn't keep my ko-fi account when they only offered Stripe or Pay-pal as the options to pull funds. It sucks that there's like.. no real good platforms for setting up donation/tips.
On youtube, the user kevlarhorne saying "We all know yours isn't pink, it's roast beef." talking about the woman in the video who dresses gothic and has a nose ring. It's absolute fatherless behavior and deserves to be mocked.
This fatherless fuckhead clearly never had a man to look up to or teach him that you never speak ill of a woman, EVER. Doesn't matter what you think, real men don't do this shit. It's pathetic and he deserves to know that.
I was scrolling youtube and I crossed a video that was really funny, so I want to share it with you guys! www.youtube.com/shorts/Rr9Bo...
and cause the video made me laugh, I decided to scroll the comments.. There's someone who didn't have a father and it shows in the comments. Check my next post.